Julia's fairytale ;D

2008-06-08T09:48:00.004+08:00

I've been watching Gossip Girl since 6am and I really need to say this.

I DON'T LIKE JENNY!

The show would be a million times better without her.

And,
WHY CAN'T NATE AND BLAIR BE TGT?!

2008-06-03T23:25:00.003+08:00

Bev dear, thank you for last night! Thanks for listening me out! You cheer up too k! We'll talk again real soon. I love you! (:

My bf was soooooooooooooo sweet today! (:
Thanks for the sweets and instant mee!
All the best for tmr!!!!!!!
Love you!

Cycling with 31st tmr!
I really hope it doesn't rain! But then again, I hope it isn't too hot! :D

2008-06-02T23:49:00.002+08:00

Bev, SOS. I need you. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

2008-06-02T20:12:00.003+08:00

I just chanced upon a blog.
And apparently, the blogger scolded me and called me a huge liar.
Unless I got it wrong and cfy wasn't referring to me. If that's the case then I'm sorry.
Well, I'm not gonna use the F word back at you cause it's totally unclassy and uncivilised.
Just wanna tell you, you are nobody to judge me.
So what if I've changed?
You've never known me in the first place.
Nobody is making your life this way. Seriously, you chose to. I've told you this like a million times. You always say people make your life miserable. Ask yourself, who's the one that's really making your life miserable? Don't put your entire life based on the expectations you have of others. When someone doesn't meet up to what you expect of them, you hurt yourself or smth. Come on, you've gotta make a decision. You wanna continue living this way? I'm sure you don't. You've got a life to live. Get a grip of yourself. Hurting yourself WON'T make any difference. If the prob is there, it's still there no matter how much blood runs out of you. Please don't be so silly. And don't keep blaming others for your misery. It's time for you to wake up and live life. Your life can never be perfect, but at least try to make the best you can out of it.

2008-06-02T10:33:00.002+08:00

Okay, guess my previous posts were rather emo. I was just pms-ing I guess. I'll do some updates:

Went back to sch last Fri to clean up logis room. Gosh, it's so dirty! But it was pretty fun! 31st! :D
And, Sat was superb! Went to watch Prince Caspian with Javier and gosh, the cinema at Bugis is horrendous! But, the show was awesome! I like Peter! And I have to agree with April, I like the mouse too! We went to Cityhall aft that. Can't really rmb. We just walked arnd. And had Donut Factory! (: And we played arcade. 85%! YAY. We went to a lot of places that day. Walked A LOT. But it was fun! (:

To Beverly Yang:
Thanks A LOT dearie! Thanks for always being there for me. I guess that's why we're BFF, like I seriously hope it's FOREVER! We'll be like gg to Coffee club for a chat even when we're like 70! And we'll bring our grandchildren along. And if we still laugh as much as the way we do now, our jaws would probably break or smth when we're 70. But I wonder if amanda will still be that LAME when she's 70! That'll be so fun! HAHA! I'm always here for u and Amanda and Krif too alright! Love u guys! (:

To Amanda Chng:
OH MY GOSH!! AMANDA DEARIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D :D
I can't believe it's you! Guess you've gotten use to your laptop alr huh? (: We said we'll get our laptops tgt. You've got your VAIO Pink but I didn't! Rmb we said we wanted to go coffee bean with our laptops and just watch movie or smth! HAHAHAHAH We had like so many plans planned out for after O's but we didn't manage to carry out any of them! We wanted to go Arab Street and Holland V too! I miss studying with you at gardens! I miss Ice Mocha! oh my gosh, I miss you so much!!! :( We must meet up this hols! And remember? it's the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!! Can so imagine gg crazy with you shopping! haha Love you dearie! Please take care! (:

I seriously love my bestfriends!
And after watching Gossip Girl, I know we're true friends!!
But Gossip Girl is really nice!
I SO LOVE DAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

2008-06-01T10:50:00.003+08:00

URRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHH :(
WHATEVER :(
AHHHHHHH :(

Anyway, I really miss AMANDA CHNG HUI TING :(

2008-05-30T22:55:00.003+08:00

Why do some things feel different?
Maybe I'm the only one feeling it.
I don't know what's different.
But things are just different.
Are some things changing?
Wonder if we'll ever want to turn back time
and start everything again?

Defination of the word "things" used above: I don't know

2008-05-30T18:10:00.003+08:00

"if someone were to harm my family

or a friend or someone i love,

i would eat them. i might end up in jail for 500 years,

but i would eat them"

-Johnny Depp

I really wanna do my best to protect the ones I love but sometimes I just don't know how and where to begin.

2008-05-30T00:22:00.004+08:00

Oh, why you look so sad?

Tears are in your eyes

Come on and come to me now

Don’t be ashamed to cry

Let me see you through

Cause I’ve seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you

You don’t know what to do

Nothing you confess

Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you

I’ll stand by you

Won’t let nobody hurt you

I’ll stand by you

So if you’re mad, get mad

Don’t hold it all inside

Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?

I get angry too

Well I’m a lot like you

When you’re standing at the crossroads

And don’t know which path to choose

Let me come along

Cause even if you’re wrong

I’ll stand by you

Won’t let nobody hurt you

I’ll stand by you

Take me in,

into your darkest hour

And I’ll never desert you

I’ll stand by you

And when…

When the night falls on you baby

You’re feeling all alone

You won’t be on your own

I’ll stand by you

2008-05-30T00:10:00.002+08:00

I don't always remember the negative things that you say! :(
Why are u unhappy?!?!?!?!???????????????
urghhhhhhhh sighhhhhhhhhhh

2008-05-29T22:53:00.004+08:00

I'm finally back after such a long time! A lot of things happened!

Anyway, I can't post the many pics I have because my stupid comp is down and I'm using the laptop without bluetooth!

Firstly, NYJC THE THIRTY FIRST STUDENT COUNCIL INVESTITURE

YAY! Welfare was in charge of logistics. So we stayed back for many days to paint the banner till the night(Thanks dear for waiting for me!). And mind you, banner painting is no easy task! My mum was like"Just pay and print one for goodness sake. Safe all the trouble." HAHA But we did it anyway! And I think it turned out pretty well! The ENTIRE banner was painted by us from scratch! And I seriously believe that the April has artistic talent :D Okay, next was rehearsals! We moved 1321 or 1231 chairs (I can't rmb =x)! And poor April had bruises all over after that! Pynx and I did the allignment thing. And that is to make sure the 3 blocks of chairs are straight and we really did our best to make sure every single chair was in line! you know when the J1s came in, I bet they just banged their way through the chairs to their seat and there goes all our hard work! But anyway, everything was worth it because BE THE BEST THAT YOU CAN BE, NO MORE, NO LESS, NO EXCUSES. GO 31st!! (: Investiture went pretty well except for the over run. Seriously when I saw the 30th video, I felt super sad for them! I can't imagine how they felt. Guess I'll only know when our turn comes next year.

Secondly, IT'S MY SECOND MONTH! (:

YAY!! I've said all that I wanted to alr! The most impt lesson learnt that day: WASH OUR HANDS TOGETHER! Haha :P ilu!

Mid-yrs are coming! GP is over! I'm trying to get into my mugging mood. I think I will soon, with all the study sessions coming up! (: I can't wait for ZOO too! :D JIA YOU EVERYONE!

I wonder if the things that I believe in are worth believing in.
Maybe I'm really just a dreamer.

Everything is just wishful thinking.

Yeah, maybe I'm naive.

The world is dark and cruel.

Money is the new religion.

But I really would like to continue believing in them.

Maybe one day I'll get hit really hard by reality

But I'll still like to think that I'll be a much happier person following what I believe and not what the world believes.

Cause the world is kinda screwed up.

Okay, I don't know what I'm talking about but anyway, I've been reading my Great Ex notes!

This is what I think:

We are miserable because we always have this picture of how things SHOULD be in our minds. We have expectations of ourselves, of people, of everything! Not that expectations are bad, but really, who should be the one that decide what is to be expected? The world just forces this "expectation" on everyone. That we're expected to study and get good qualifications, get a good job, slog your life away blah blah blah. And if we don't meet up to these expectations? We're useless, lousy, the lower class. What crap. Seriously, life should be valued much more than that. There's so much more to that!

I feel so against the world today =x

HAHAHA ;D

Actually, Falling in love WITH rocks too :P

HAHAHAH

Igneous, sedimentary & metamorphic!

GEOG ROCKS :D

2008-05-05T20:10:00.006+08:00

I AM REALLY HAPPY TODAY! :D

Sorry my dearies Bev, Amanda and Krif. We'll meet up next week! Miss you guys. Although we don't really get to talk much or meet up, you all are NEVER forgotten okay!!! LOVES (: (:
Anything can call me uh! :D

2008-05-04T17:24:00.002+08:00

Time flies!
The weekend came and now it's over again!
I seriously don't know how did I spend the weekend, and it's just gone like that!
Can't wait for the next weekend to come!! :D
Weekends are my motivation for the week!
2.4 run tmr morn. Really hope I'll be in the mood to run. Mr Lim wants our NAPFA results! Shit. I'm so dead. Hah I really can't wait to have Napfa over and done with!
Anyway, my sis introduced this Jap show called Absolutely Boyfriend. GOSH. All girls out there, you should so watch the show! Ep 1 is on crunchyroll! :D HAHA

REPLIES

zulhafiz: HAHA! yeah cause I was only at the beginning and some parts are quite funny. But I've started reading more and I agree, it's REALLY boring! Hah.

masam: whatever man sista! LOL

3: don't worry! ;D HAHA

gg: thanks!

Yiwen- oh oh I'm sorry! =x Anyway, we survived another week of chem! YAY (:

2008-05-02T15:10:00.002+08:00

It's now 3.11 in the afternoon and I'm in the library blogging with Yi Wen. Our Chem tutorial was cut short! :D Hah.

I'm so HAPPY cause it's Friday.
But there's napfa tmr. damn it.
Stressed up with that stupid test.
God, please let me get whatever I needa get. I don't wanna hate PE for the entire year :(
Hate it man.

Okay, gotta go for econs tutorial in 15mins time! Think I'm gonna get my lecture test back.

Anyway, this week sucks.

2008-04-28T20:10:00.002+08:00

YAY! (: I've just finished my PI 2nd draft! I'm so super happy! :D I hope Mrs Teo isn't going to make me rewrite everything again. It's real agonizing! Anyway, I met Bev Amanda & Krif in church ytd! So superly happy! :D I can't wait for next monday(although there's stupid 2.4 in the morn)! Went out with dear after that! It was such a wonderful awesome day! YAY ;D

I'm reading Great Expectations now. It's kinda funny!
Lit and Geog rules! At least for now :D

And, congrats to 31st EXCO! (:

Not easy.
But I'm ready.
No matter how daunting it is.
Go forth and suffer cause one day you'll rule the world
haha (:

2008-04-26T10:30:00.005+08:00

After that long talk yesterday, I realised it's time I gotta learn to grow up.
I'm no more a kid and there's many other problems I have to learn to deal with alone.
Nonetheless, I love my childhood, though it could have been better too.
I miss waking up super early every Sunday and having mummy choose which dress I should wear and then going for sunday school at Nativity Church.
I miss begging daddy for curry puff after church with sis. lol
I miss going to town with my family and heading for the toys section! and begging for the toys I want of course!
I miss watching Disney princess and Johny Bravo (is this how u spell it), and Tom&Jerry, and Flintstones and powerpuff girls! (: haha
I miss playing play-doh and barbie and my doll house!
I miss quarelling with my sis over who should have the last scoop of ice cream. ( We've learnt how to share. And we quarrel over more serious stuff now. haha)
I miss playing block catching and hide-and-seek with the neighbours!
I miss that playground at our Hougang house and playing with my cousins there.
I miss preschool at St Francis Seminary Play Centre, where tutorials do not exist! haha
I miss walking to school with my maid and Emmanuel and his mum. And my maid sitting through lessons with me.
I miss the school bus journeys to Holy Innocents Pri School. Then we'll be playing bingo, folding origami, playing those string games and all. Ahhhhhh :(
I miss being in the same school with sis! Everytime I felt sad or scared or happy I could immediately go and look for her. She was my bestfriend, and she still is now (: MY SIS ROCKS!
I miss my brownie days! I miss going for brownie meetings! I totally loved being a brownie! It was so fun! I miss Ms Kwek.
I miss Mrs Woo too. She was my Primary 3 form teacher. She's so super nice!
I miss how in pri sch we had this "girls gang" and "guys gang" and we were always against each other. And the guys just loved to make fun of my chinese name. It was so irritating! I would be like "I'm gonna tell my daddy!" HAHA! come to think of it, we were really retarded.
I miss having secret gossip diaries with the girls in my class! We had like this special page of codes so that people won't know what we were talking abt in the diary. I still have the diary with me!
I miss going to IKEA with my family because there's this play section with all the toys and kids can just play there. Totally loved it!
I miss those family outings and holidays, like true family bonding time.
I miss a lot of things! And it's really sad to know all these will never come back again. They're memories now.
I'm gonna be 17 and I can't rely on others anymore. It's so scary that the world I grew up in isn't the real world out there. I grew up in a protected world where fairytales do exist and so do happily ever afters. And now I begin to realise the world isn't that simple and nice. I'm not being emo here okay. I just kinda miss being a kid and at the same time, I know I needa grow up and not always turn to mum and dad. I sound like a spoilt brat. haha I'm not okay!

(Is that the southern most point many years ago? ;D)

remember when we were little

& the biggest decision we had to make

was to either go on the swings

or the monkey bars during recess.

or how the only fake people

we knew were barbie & ken.

or how the only way our friends

could disappear was in a game of hide & seek.

& the only drama that happened was when

your best friend stole your cookie at lunch.

This week was another real tiring week. Just so glad it's over and sunday is coming! (:
Wed was the 23rd! (:
I guess given the circumstances that day, things didn't turn out exactly how we wanted it to. But, it was still a beautiful day! I'm sorry.
cranes stars stones. (:

What Julia Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

It's not very true though. haha

2008-04-18T22:03:00.004+08:00

I'm really tired. It has been such a crazy week for me. So many things happened, so many things to do, so many things going through my mind. I'm so glad this week is coming to an end! It's finally the weekend (:

Bad news:
-I flung my chem test. Like really badly. (I seriously don't understand how chem works! But thanks to those who taught me, esp Javier. Really appreciate it! (: )
-Got scolded by my chem tutor

Good news:
-I made it into council! The 31st Student Council ;D

Yes, the good news outweighs the bad news. Thanks to everyone that voted for me! Like really really THANK YOU. And thanks to 0834! OMG I was so touched! They all msged me just now (:

Yeah and this is to CLIQUE 5
I think all of us were really sad and worried at first when we got the results. But since it's something that's not within our control, all we can do now is just to support each other no matter what! Clique 5 will always remain as clique 5 and the 5 of us will still support each other through our 2 yrs! Jia you friends! (: BROTHER, I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!

The stress of JC life is really beginning to set in. I just began to realise the tonnes of work that I don't understand and the number of tests that are approaching! And with council, everything's gonna be worse. We had the Scholars Development Programme tea session on Thurs. It's really scary to know that people have actually such high expectations of me. And it's not like they know me or my capabilities but just because of my O level results! Which I feel is kinda unfair because college is definitely different from secondary school. But whatever it is, Julia Tay is gonna work hard. I'm gonna set my goals and I am going to work towards them! Yay. I just hope I'll have the determination and mental strength to perservere through (:

I really miss my girlfriends. I have so so many things to tell u guys!
I'm sorry this week was just really crazy for me. I'll meet up with you guys soon. Loves.
BEVERLY AMANDA-P KRIFFITH AMANDA-CHNG WENMIN WANQIN KAYE
oh oh, wanqin sent me a letter! So sweet of her (: wq, thanks so much for ur letter. Don't worry, we'll always keep in touch (:

Presidential Elections tmr morn. Study in the afternoon. and Drama Night in the night! :D

Js rock! YAY (:

I wonder if the brain or the heart is more trustworthy?

2008-04-12T15:40:00.002+08:00

I'm finally blogging! Have been too tired to blog.

Firstly, about Council Camp 2008!

A lot of things happened during the camp. It was the very first time in my life I was being shout at! At the beginning, it really was kinda hard to adjust to that kinda "scary" atmosphere. To make matters worse, I don't know all the terms like "permission to blah blah blah whoever." So I was reeaaaalllllyyyyyyy lost at first. And I really wasn't feeling too well during the camp. The scariest part was the inspection drill part. I totally freaked out because I seriously didn't know what was wrong with me. I couldn't breathe and my hands and legs were numb. For a moment I thought I was going to die. I really wanna thank and apologise to all the other norminees because I was always falling out and I wasn't with you guys to suffer tgt :( It felt really bad to watch u all pumping and running around frantically with benches and getting screamed at while I was sitting at one corner doing nothing. It was the worse feeling ever! I'm sorry guys! A big THANK YOU to group 1 (Amanda, Samantha, Yida, Zhen Hao and Clarence) especially. They had to do the punishments and everything on my behalf. And they were ALWAYS looking out for me. Thank you (: And also to April, Jamie and RJ. It was really touching to have my friends always taking care of me, helping me fill my bottle and making sure I was alright. I know you people are the ones I can rely on whenever I need help (: I also wanna say sorry to mum, dad, sis and Javier for making u all worry about me! Thanks for everything u all have done for me (: Thanks Javier for looking out for me and sorry I ruined your campfire and scaring u during the inspection drill! lol Thanks to Huei Min for being such a wonderful facil! And taking care of us (: And also Loshini for helping get the vicks and all (: I think I've learned a lot from the camp but the thing that has left the deepest impression is : NO MAN WALKS ALONE.

Now, on to Q&A session!

I screwed it up, again. haha I couldn't remember what I wanted to say. Extremely disappointed with myself! The worse thing was I still had to keep smiling when I went back to sit down! I totally let the ppl who wanted to vote for me down. uhhh but forget it, it's over. Didn't go for the J2s Q&A because I was at Mount Alvernia. I woke up that morning and I couldn't breathe! I was freaking out. Then mummy decided to bring me for a checkup-chest xray, some kind of heart test and blood test(because my nose had been bleeding really badly recently. My mum's scared that I have chest infection or blood disorder while my dad was worried that I have nose cancer. haha omg I sound like some sickly person. haha). Yeah, so the results...... I'm perfectly normal! I was soooooo happy!! (: So the test doesn't explain anything about my recent illnesses. Oh yeah, wanna thank Sharifah for helping me when my nose bled during lit class on Tues. It was bleeding so badly that I think Ms victor was kinda freaked out by me. HAHA but I'm alright now. My mum actually ordered me to stay at home and sleep until I am well. She thinks I've overstretched myself during camp. And I think she's right, cause after all the medicine, slp and porridges, I feel absolutely well again! (:

I have loads of catching up to do. Missed 2 days of lessons AGAIN. Went to sch just for synergy ytd! (: (: Going to buy my PSP now. Yipee! My dad rocks big time! :D

2008-04-03T21:08:00.001+08:00

I'm so glad I talked to Bev today! (:
Dearie! It was so super great to hear your voice!! I love ya! <3

Tmr's council camp. Pray for me!

Still doing PI...

2008-04-02T22:43:00.003+08:00

I'm still sick. Stupid cough seriously doesn't want to go away. Think I'll be coughing through push ups during council camp. Never mind, let me die during council camp, so at least I won't have to go for the Q&As next week. I am so screwed. Screwed up the Q&A dry run today. You know I used to be like really really scared to even give a grp presentation to my class(of like 40?) and what more introduce myself to the whole sch and answer questions thrown at me(thinking on the spot has always been my weakness!). I suck at such stuff seriously! I'm in deep deep shit. I've been also thinking about my sch work! I'm so lost in sch now, partly because of my 3 days of absence from lessons. I seriously don't understand almost everything! Except for physical geog although I'm also having a lot of probs for geog tutorials. URGHH. I don't wanna go to NYJC with 7 points and leave with some shitty A level results. And with council, it'll be even harder to be consistent and all. UHHHHHHHHH! Alright, I shall leave it to God. If I get into council, then I'm in. If I don't get in, then maybe it might be better for me.
Campfire review thingy tmr. Still don't get the dance :( And the trust fall thingy. Sorry Yi Da! It's not that I don't trust you. I just don't dare to lie back! Seriously, trust fall is scary!
:(

I wish I have Beverly and Amanda Phua and Kriffith and Amanda Chng with me right NOW :(
Still must do PI now.
This week and next week is gonna be the worse time of my life :(
Urgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-03-31T21:49:00.001+08:00

2008-03-30T20:39:00.002+08:00

The weekend is over, just like that!
Didn't really finish all that I wanted to complete over the weekend. There's so many things to do!
Didn't go to school on Thurs and Fri because I was on MC. I'm gonna be so lost. Didn't go for sports carnival and The Pillowman too. So sad cause I was really looking forward to watch The Pillowman!
It's such a wrong time to be sick! I really hope I'll recover before Fri, before council camp.
Went to school on Thurs just for council campaign briefing. I'M A7, VOTE FOR ME! :D haha
ALL NCHS NYJCIANS, BETTER VOTE FOR ME UH! ;D HAHAHA
The only thing I'm really afraid of is Q&A! I'll freak out seriously :(
Went to sch on Fri for council camp briefing. It turned out just as I had expected! Poor RJ was sick too! Hope she's well now. Luckily I had Jamie with me! After the briefing we went to the classroom to settle all the stuff. And went to J8 for dinner! :D Though Council Camp will be like shit, we'll pull through the shit tgt! yay (: I'm so glad that all my dear friends are running for council too! Have to be in sch at 7 tmr for meeting.. & mass dance! :D
Alright, I'm still sick. Stupid cough doesn't want to go away. But it's good to be sick sometimes, because my mum fed me porridge for lunch and dinner! Feels great to be a kid again! :D HAHA Anyway, ytd I wanted to have porridge so decided to walk down to canteen 2 with sis and bil. Stupid shop was closed so I decided to find the beancurd store at central cause I was craving for beancurd too. LOL On my way back I was looking at the sch. Our sch really look freaky at night! Can't believe we're gonna camp there next wkend! Before gg home we went to the park to play the swing. Competed with bil. It's so unfair. He's 30cm taller than me but he only gave me 30 secs head start! He won in the end luh. Longer legs what. haha

Ewwww mummy just forced me to take the cough mixture. Totally hate it!!
Okay, I'm gg back to my Heroes season 2 Marathon on Starworld. The show just rocks big time! (:

2008-03-23T10:49:00.003+08:00

HAPPY EASTER! (:
Our God reigns!
Easter Virgil last night was superb! The singing was awesome.

Saw this on some site:

A man was blissfully driving along the highway, when he saw theEaster Bunny hopping across the middle of the road. He swerved to avoidhitting the Bunny, but unfortunately the rabbit jumped in front of his carand was hit. The basket of eggs went flying all over the place. Candy, too.

The driver, being a sensitive man as well as an animal lover, pulled over to the side of the road, and got out to see what had become ofthe Bunny carrying the basket. Much to his dismay, the colorful Bunny was dead.

The driver felt guilty and began to cry. A woman driving down the same highway saw the man crying on the sideof the road and pulled over. She stepped out of her car and asked theman what was wrong.

"I feel terrible," he explained, "I accidentally hit the Easter Bunny and killed it. What should I do?"

The woman told the man not to worry. She knew exactly what to do. She went to her car trunk, and pulled out a spray can. She walked over to the limp, dead Bunny, and sprayed the entire contents of the canonto the little furry animal.

Miraculously the Easter Bunny came to back life, jumped up, picked upthe spilled eggs and candy, waved its paw at the two humans andhopped on down the road. 50 yards away the Easter Bunny stopped, turnedaround, waved and hopped on down the road another 50 yards, turned, waved,hopped another 50 yards and waved again!!!!

The man was astonished. He said to the woman, "What in heaven's nameis in your spray can?" The woman turned the can around so that the mancould read the label. It said:

"Hair spray. Restores life to dead hair. Adds permanent wave."

=.=

HAHAHAHAAH :D

2008-03-20T22:01:00.003+08:00

I shall name this post DEAD SILENCE IN THE CAR.

Okay, today was kinda crappy cause my timetable today is so packed! But thank goodness there isn't chem. Chem is the ultimate killer. You seriously can't pay attention cause you'll spend half the time trying to keep yourself awake and half the time complaining how irritating the teacher is. Hate Chem! PE today sucked! But lucky it's not CJC. Krif was complaining to me in church just now :D I was soooooo super duper happy to see her! Didn't see Amanda and Bev though! And I met Miss Melissa Kwok, my lit teacher in church! Oh yeah, I had sort of like an Econs make-up lesson during common lunch break today. My Econs teacher is Mr Kenneth. He is so naggy! We almost couldn't have our lunch because he kept nagging and debating with us. In the end we were like "okay okay, you're right. Everything u said was correct. Can we go for lunch now?!" I had to finish my chicken rice in 10 minutes and chiong for geog lecture aft that! Okay, talking abt canteen food, I shall freak u all out now. Any of u guys ate NOODLE HUT recently? Guess what? I had Lor Mee ytd and I was happily eating away. I finished everything except the egg and then guess what I saw? A BABY COCKROACH IN MY FOOD! I totally freaked out man! It was so super disgusting. I wished I could puke everything out! And Sharifah and Shan Mei weren't being v helpful because they were like"ohhh look! It was legs!" I was like OMG! Kill me! I'm nv gonna eat from that stall again. Yanzhen, I know you're v happy uh... (Cause she's like super anti that stall but I always eat there cause it's easier to put the bowls back)
Anyway, went J8 ytd aft sch with April, Joey, Zhiyuan and Chunfui. Had pastamania! It was really fun hanging out with them! I really enjoy and treasure the time before morning assembly. Cause it's the only time I get to be with 31! :(

Ohhhh, guess what? I received a letter ytd from my sec sch. I got an Academic Award! Hurray! (: I hope it's money, but I don't think so. But this award should go to God cause I could have never gotten 7 points. Seriously, my 7 points is the best evidence to prove the wonders of God's work in my life! (: Supposed to go back to sch for prize-giving on the 28th but I'm not gg. I'm gg for council camp briefing instead. And, I'm in grp 1 for council camp! With Yida, Samantha and Amanda. Reeeaallyyyy not looking forward to council camp!

Well, have you ever felt that growing up isn't such a good thing after all? I just don't like it. I hate disappointments. I hate being treated like I'm talking to the air! It's really irritating and hurtful! I guess I've really learnt something. Don't EVER get your hopes high cause when it all starts crashing down, it'll be a painful fall back to the ground. Just admit, people are BUSY BUSY BUSY. Nvm, I'll be busy soon too! HAHA

It's okay, I have my chocolate mudpie (:
HA HA HA HA BOOM

2008-03-17T21:49:00.003+08:00

I think I'm gonna be real busy soon so I better blog now. Super lazy to upload all the pics.
Went to Sentosa on Sunday to celebrate my dear husband, Joanne's bday! :D
Going to Sentosa reminded me of O1! Cause I walked the exact same route that we walked a thousand times during O1! Oh those wonderful days! I can still rmb we were walking to and fro to Palawan Beach, passing the Songs of the Sea. And Alex was telling us about the Purple nuggets! And we were shouting some weird cheers led by Qi Xuan. HAHA
Thirty One still rocks! (:
Anyway I was there for a short while (didn't intend to play) and sat around. Sorry Joa, we'll meet up another time k! Was seriously not in the mood to bask in the sun and play! Left Palawan Beach at 5 plus and went to Images of Singapore to look for Amanda Chng dearie(I think alot of ppl are confused with the number of Amandas I mention in my blog. haha). It was quite fun roaming arnd Sentosa alone! Like going on an exploration with a map and all that :D HAHA yeah, and so I found my way to Imbiah(yeah I didn't get lost. So proud of myself! HAHA). I only talked to Amanda for a short while cause she had to work :( But dearie, if you see this, I can meet you on Wed! Yipee! Can't wait to talk to you. Loads to tell u and u have loads to tell me! And I wanna see your new phone!! ;D
Roamed around the Merlion after that. It's pretty nice. Except the noisy chattering of tourists. But walking arnd that area certainly brought back childhood memories! Especially the long snake-like fountain thingy. I used to love to play there with my sis when we were little! (: How time flies! We're like so big now, busy with our own stuff. It's quite sad though, that we get to see so little of each other these days. Guess that's part of growing up?

Okay, real lectures have begun. It's the OFFICIAL START OF MY JC LIFE! Not sure if it's a good thing though. The expectations are definitely higher than before, the work load's gonna be much more and the stress will certainly be a thousand times worse. But I'm gonna be positive. I'm gonna have fun. And, I wanna do well for A's. I'm gonna work hard (:
Urghhh week 3 council camp :(
Oh, I just found out that my cousin was in the 29th council! How coincidental. I didn't even know she was from NY! She's gg for council camp too. Think they invited the seniors back.

"Stay seventeen, you'll never regret it. This world isn't easy, don't try to understand it. You're allowed to keep what you want inside and it's okay not to be easy to read. 'Cause the people that love you the most will love you so much more than those things."

2008-03-14T19:26:00.012+08:00

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED KRIFFITH! (:

Gosh, I haven't seen you since cny. I miss you sooooooo much! :(
Meet up soon pleassseeeeee! Hope you're having fun in CJC! Love ya! (:

Wed, 12 Feb was OG 31's BBQ at my place! Sadly, it rained. But we still managed to have some fun ;D

Hey 31 peeps, I can't upload all of the pics because there's simply too many. If u all want them just ask from me when I'm online! and, I'm lazy to remove the red eye! HAHA :D

Zhenyi! The BBQ pro!

(What the hell is Jia Jun doing?! haha!)

Super proud of myself! The very first chicken wing in the entire world bbqed by Julia Tay Shu Ling!! (: Okay.. looking at it now, I think it looks a little raw. haha But who cares! It's not bad for a start! ;D HAHA

We've got the three one spirit

WHERE?

All over me!

WHERE?

All over me!

WHERE?

All over me!

We've got the three one spirit

WHERE?

All over me!

WHERE?

All over me to stay~! :D

Three one Three one *clap clap*

Oh yes, I HAVE to put this pic up!

We played pool and I competed with Poh Yih. Guess who won?

ME! :D Hurray!

He admitted defeat as shown in the pic below. HAHAHA!

Thurs was a superly fun day! (:
Pictures speak a thousand words.

I'll let the pics do the talking (:

HAHA

Enjoy the very moment because you'll never know when all these will be gone.

Can we stay like this forever please? I'm happy with things the way they are right now.

2008-03-11T12:29:00.005+08:00

Went to PS on Sunday to meet Bev and Amanda for dinner. We walked arnd. shopped abit and dined at Cafe Cartel. I just love the 2 of them! They're crazy people, I'm the sensible one :D HAHAHA Bet they've got lots to say abt this statement. haha! We didn't feel like gg home so we went to Clarke Quay aft that. That place is so superly awesome! It's so cool. And we had turkish Ice cream. The ice cream man was really nice--> Amanda would say it's because she offered them her jelly beans. haha! So we just walked arnd, eating our ice cream. It's just super nice~! I had ALOT of fun (:

10th March was Chun Fui's bday! So met April, Wei Chi, Poh Yih, Zhi Yuan and the Birthday Boy at Jurong East cause they wanted to go ice skating. I was seriously NOT up for it. OMG, the journey to Jurong East can kill! Super long can. And I learnt smth, the red line trains have drivers! I'm slow, I know. HAHAHAHAH But anyway, we didn't get to skate and so we went to play pool. Didn't really play, but it was fun watching them. heh heh Then we went to watch 2 faces of my girlfriend! It was pretty funny. And kinda sad towards the end. Lighthouse :'( I still wanna watch Horton and 10 000 BC. I've been watching alot of movies but my lit teacher said that lit students MUST watch alot of shows. So I guess that's an excuse for me! ;D But anyway, I still think Leap Years is the best :D haha Went to Bukit BUTTOCKS for Swensens. and walked arnd before having korean ice cream! It was pretty fun. It's just nice crapping with your fellow sisters and just laughing and laughing :D HAHA Anyway, happy birthday sister!

I saw these videos on youtube. I miss O2! :(
Next wk real lessons are gonna begin and like what Miss Fernandez said, we'll be gg full steam ahead. Brace ourselves for the challenge ahead! We'll mug tgt ;D

I'm looking at you
Holding my breath
For once in my life
I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance
letting you inside
- First Time, by Lifehouse

2008-03-08T15:03:00.006+08:00

This week has been a real tiring one! Orientation 2 & Level camp! :D

Level camp: Seriously didn't like the first day! I hate it when they kept forcing me to think of what is my goal. I don't know what's my goal! I mean who doesn't want to score well for A's, be successful, marry a great husband, raise great kids and live happily ever after? That's like everyone's goal I guess? So it's so weird when they keep asking "WHY IS IT IMPT TO YOU TO SCORE 3As FOR YOUR A LEVELS?" and we're like"duh, who would wanna fail their A level?" Corina and Ren Yi were my facils. It was kinda odd because I was their OGL on Tues and Wed and then for level camp we had to like switch roles. haha But anyway, day 2 for level camp was much better. I got to bond with my CT! YAY (: We had the trust fall thing. I didn't do it in the end luh. Felt so lousy. Then we had the mission impossible thing. My whole CT was damn pissed at the beginning until the last half hour or so. We sent like almost 1/2 the CT across! HURRAY (:
During the camp, they let us listen to Love, me. I can't believe I listened to this song for a million times and not notice how touching the song is!

Orientation 2: I had alot of fun, mostly with the OGLs I guess. I didn't really feel attached to my 0814. I feel so bad cause I don't think I made O2 fun for them. wet games were fun, although we had to stop halfway because of the rain. At one of the stations, they sabo-ed the OGLs! Then we were like running all over the place. All the other OGLs went to level 2 and I was stuck at the fitness corner place. Then suddenly, this whole bunch of guys came running towards me. One of them just grabbed me and the rest poured the water all over me. Super cold! haha yeah and at Yi Long's station, we didn't play the actual game cause it was raining so they decided to allow us to just throw the water bombs at each other. So we knew they were gg to throw at OGLs and so we OGLS did the tribal dance thing. And then the others were like throwing at us. I bet u all don't understand what I'm talking abt. HAHA But anyway, the main point is, it was fun! Mass dance was fun too! Finally learned at least half of the 29th dance. (Thanks to Kuangwen for teaching me! :D ) That's quite an achievement for me okay! haha yeah, and we had dancing diva! DANCING QUEEN IS APRIL!!!!! Oh my gosh, she so damn pro! Qi Xuan and I were screaming and cheering like crazy for her. Dancing Diva was super duper fun!! (: Both dancing queens are my best friends! Hurray! I'm so so proud of them! Since I can't dance, at least my best friends can! (: HAHAHAHA

YAY OGLs ROCK! :D

2008-03-04T20:28:00.003+08:00

A R T E M I S! SHOOT YOUR ASS! ;D
hahahaha

I am super duper tired! Today was Day 1 of Orientation 2!
Marvin msged me in the morning. He said that he's gg to play bball at NY with Nic. Wanted to go meet up with them for a chat but there was no time! yeah, sorry brudder! See ya arnd in church then! (:
Okay, today's orientation was okay. My CT isn't v high. I still think DIRTY ONES are the best! Hurray! ;D The olympian time in the morning was dreadful. Trying to make them high is such a difficult job! They were like staring at me with like "what's wrong with you" kinda look. Damn awkward. And I have to admit I wasn't v high too. Mass dance was fun! But my CT had 3 extra guys. Poor fellas without partners! So in the end, Diane Peixin and I had to be their partners. I still like dancing with Qi Xuan! :D Afternoon was dry games. It was pretty fun luh, but seriously very very tiring! You know like having to go through the whole process of "I have 50 bonus points to give out for the CT that gives me the loudest and most creative cheer" over and over again for every station! Exhausted! I am NOT looking forward to level camp because the way the facils were talking abt it seems REALLY scary! Maybe I should look on the bright side. It could be a preparation for council camp if I got through the interview. Went for OGL dinner at the coffeeshop outside sch. We were all half dead! ARTEMIS ROCKS! GO ARTEMIS! :D

SUNDAY:
I MET UP WITH AMANDA DEARIE! (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
Yeah, we went to Vivo! It was so so so so nice gg out with her. We went shopping. She was so happy that she finally bought her zara jeans. haha I just love vivo cause all the impt shops are all along that same stretch! lol It's so fun to always have the same reaction or say the exact same comments abt smth! Guess that's why she's my bestie! :D yep, so we shopped shopped shopped till she had to leave for movie with her family. So I continued shopping myself! It was a super fruitful day (: Very satisfied ;D Retail therapy just works wonders. Bev&Amanda, didn't get to go out with you on Sat. Another day I hope! And and, Amanda, your umbrella is still at my house! Thanks for picking me up on Sat!! (:

MONDAY:
School was okay. GP tutorial was pretty nice because it's abt the stuff that daddy usually talk to me abt! I was feeling depressed on Monday. Cause of some stupid reasons I guess. HAHA but anyway, I'm so glad to have my friends! Thank you April, RJ, Javier, PY for cheering me up! (: I was feeling terrible and I still had to sit through that ultra boring PW lecture! It was horrendous. and PY and Chun Hao were like having their own percussion session in the LT luh, banging the tables and stuff. They were sitting just behind me. Super noisy. lol And we had council interview after that! Nina msged me to wish me gd luck (: haha Yeah It was quite scary at first but later when ppl were starting to be super high in the waiting room, it felt much better! I went to the interview with Amanda and some guy called Joshua. My room consisted of a new council teacher, Mui Teng, CIB's Hui Min(is this how u spell her name?), Yi Long and Loshini. It was so scary! Esp when 2 of them are from welfare because I think they will laugh even harder at us cause they know us! lol The interview was okay I guess. Not good but at least okay. Amanda and the Joshua guy did pretty well. But the teacher was like picking on me! She was like deliberately finding fault in my nomination form! Guess what she asked me: "Your nomination form is a peer nomination, why didn't you have the confidence to nominate yourself?" I was like OH MY GOSH. Aiya I don't like that teacher lah!

Yeah, so tmr is day 2 of O2! Think it'll be worse than today! Water games. I'm gonna turn in early. So tmr can be high! N~ Y~ JC~ ! Good night (:

so many tags. so touched. HAHA
CF: yeah thanks! Our clique must always meet up!! :D Glad we all survived interview!~
gong gong: enjoy what your doing too! haha what sounds familiar? ohh I told u that before is it? lol
April: Yeah, we must meet. So unfair, u all end so early! Come my house study aft sch! YAY! (:
Marvin: Thanks brudder! Another day then I tell u abt the blog song luh. HAHA yeah, god bless ya too! (:
Yan Zhen: Hi darling! LOVE ;D
Javier: I didn't memorise luh! Saw on some web ;D haha Jia you tmr!! (:
Quincy: HELLO! So nice to see you back in NY! (: Jia you in Dragonboat! and also, you know I know what. HAHA (:
Jamie: Hi!! rock on man! Stay high! (:

2008-03-01T20:42:00.004+08:00

A saint once decreed that
a man must agree to a woman's proposal today.

Give me a sign

whether to meet me at eight

at the same place you sit,

and fulfill the tradition of February 29.

The Leap Years (:

The movie is pretty good!

Sch this wk kinda sucked. We're in our new CTs now. And I don't exactly like my CT. Felt super depressed on Fri. I'll miss OG31 alot! :( I can't really rmb what happened this wk. There were mass lectures, PW festival and CCA Bazaar. yeah I signed up for council. So gonna die! There's interview on Monday! PRAY FOR ME PLEASE! zero confidence! And Hurray for April because she's back in NY! ;D Sch is starting to get boring because I can't pon lessons as and when I want to anymore. And there'll be tests during the 4th wk of term 2. My parents are starting to nag again. Guess I really needa start studying soon! And I can't hang out with April, PY, CF, ZY & Yanzhen much! That's really sad. We should have a BBQ or smth next wk! (: YAY!! That'll give me smth to look forward to! 29th dance teaching session today was pretty fun. I love dancing with Qi Xuan because half the time we're laughing and not dancing! We can't bothered with the steps. HAHA! I still don't get three quarter of the 29th dance steps. Can't dance for nuts! Yay O2 & level camp is just next wk! Hopefully it'll be high! Oh anyone from o814? I'm your OGL! ;D

2008-02-26T21:53:00.009+08:00

So I won’t give up
No, I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me

I’ve seen that ray of light
And it’s shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won’t be afraid
To follow everywhere it’s taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment, to my dreams

It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself
And you’ll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

(This is for all those whose appeals weren't successful. Cheer up ppl (: Don't drown in self-pity and misery. Go make the best of what you have! (:And know I'll always be here for you, it's just a phone call away! ;D )

A very quick update: Last weekend was great! (: AHAHHA Mon: Chem lecture was super dreadful, like seriously BORING! Watched Jumper with April, CF, PY, ZY, Ben at AMK Hub. I've been watching alot of movies these days but I still have quite a few shows I wanna watch! Cool show,

"So where do you wanna go?"

"You surprise me!"

poof! *Disappeared*

Cool. Imagine if your boyfriend is a jumper! :D Zhiyuan made a lot of comments during the show and he was damn funny! LOL Went Macs to chat. Met Clarice! (: Had a lot of fun there. Loads of lame conversations. My class is 0834 :( I don't know anyone there. Time to make friends during level camp next week! Hopefully it'll be fun, and my classmates are nice! I'll miss OG31 badly. I'll miss all my brothers and sisters! Anyway, there's CCA Bazaar tmr. Choosing a CCA is such a tough decision! I think I'm gonna send in my council application form tmr. I know I'll be in for ALOT of "trouble"---> Interviews, council camp, campaigning, elections, commitment, proposals etc. Yeah, I know. But I don't think I'll even get through the interview. So I should just try right? (someone tell me "yes I should"!) urghhhh this sucks. Had making decisions!

Watching PS I love you made me fall in love with Ireland! Can't wait for my next holiday! (: Mummy says we're going to the states this yr! :D

don't think too much,
you'll think your entire life away.
just close your eyes and follow your heart,
& i promise it knows the way ;D

2008-02-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

Decided to blog while waiting for my hair to dry. HAHA
I just came home not too long ago! Stayed back in school to help Bao Zhu with the beads. We started at 2.30 can! I was sorting the dark blue and light blue. It's terrible. Yeah had fun helping cause everyone was crapping all the way!

Chun Fui, very angrily : "OEI bead, you don't belong here. Get out! You hear me?"
Poh Yih, sounding very concern: "Chun Fui, you're talking to beads you know. Are you okay??"

This kind of conversation happened a lot of times today! It was super funny :D
But Poh Yih super fierce today. EYE-ROLLER! haha
Yep and in the evening, Javier, Eugene, Jian Ming and Guo Hao came to the council room. They were super duper funny and lame! Eugene's laughter is damn contagious! LOL! And he really looks like PO! ;D
April came to NY today! Too bad RJ left early or we could have gone to our emo-place! :D Hopefully her appeal is successful!
Just checked my subj combi :
H2 Eng Lit
H2 Geog
H2 Econs
H1 Chem
I don't think there's gonna be anyone taking the same combi as me! :(
Everyone's taking PCME. :(

Tues
Went to Bev's house for dinner. I had such a great time there! Thank you dearies! You people nv fail to make my day (: Love ya! Post the pics another time ;D

Wed
It was the first day of JAE! And I was the OGL for OG 31! I love thirty-ones. They're HIGH! :D
Luckily man! I saw some OGs.. Gosh! Super sian. The talks and stuff were dreadful luh, but the games were much better! And I finally learned the college song and pledge. OGLs danced the mass dance and trad dance like a million times that day. But it was fun! :D I still can't quite get the spinning part. Can't do it gracefully! Urgh. The games in the afternoon were pretty fun. I guess because OG 31 is fun! :D They came up with a new cheer. The beginning is smth like that : Who are the dirty-ones? We are We are!
Yeah, we PAE OG 31 have nv thought of this Dirty-ones thing. So interesting! We won quite a few games too! 31 ROCKS! :D

Thurs
Lectures started. BORING! cause they're reteaching everything. Went to AMK hub in the aftnoon with Poh Yih, Chun Fui and Wei Chi. Wei chi's my new twin! Both us can't multi-task! yeah man! I'm not abnormal ;D We watched CJ7. Stupid show man! But there's one part that's super cute, when CJ7 did the diff expressions! And the teacher is damn pretty. Oh oh and there's this part the stupid lamp dropped with the red cloth. I totally freaked out! Felt dumb. haha We sat the special seat. Just trying out. Not bad. lol

Sorry I have been lazy to reply tags
Joanne&Hui: Hey ppl! ;D Shall we meet up next wk??? (:
ZhiYuan&take math: ZhiYuan, u should start being proud of ur name and use your name instead of take math!
Sis: Hey babe! You're always not at home! :( But I hope you're learning loads at work and most importantly, having fun! :D LOVE YA!
nana: Hey na! Yeah, I saw on cartoon network web about ben 10. Not my kind of thing! haha Btw, which sch are u gg?
Gonggong: Happy v day too. HAHAHA it's too late ;P But anyway, don't be sad about being dateless. Go poly and find! HAHA!
Anabel: You're welcome! See you arnd in sch! (:
Masam: HAHA We'll celebrate ur bday soon, hopefully ;D
Baozhu: yep linked! (: See ya in sch!
Wanqin: Yes, we'll meet up often! Come my house camping! Fun Fun HAHA! Have fun in VJ!
Fui: haha yep. Interns&OG31 rock! :D
Bev: Love ya too! (: Are we gg out this Sun?
Javier: HAHA you're always bored! ;D

Okay, gotta slp now! OGL worshop tmr morn 8am. Damn tired! Playing water games tmr.
Good night! (:

2008-02-19T23:19:00.005+08:00

I think everyone has a certain part of their life

where they truly wish they could freeze time.

whether it was three years ago,

today, or still to come,

whether it was just a moment,

a whole day,

or a whole summer.

everyone has a time in their life

where they wish everything would just stop.

the world would stop turning

and people would stop changing.

because to them,

at that time,

everything was perfect.

Bev&Amanda, thanks for today! (:

I had fun. Send you guys the pics tmr k!

Krif, u better meet us soon and cheer up! All the best k!

Love ya ppl! ;D

I'm happy today! (:

2008-02-19T00:33:00.013+08:00

YAY, I'm finally blogging. Last week was fun because it was friendship week! And of course we interns had our event! ;D

First up, we had our angels&mortals game! Both my angel and mortal are people that I know! So didn't get to make new friends. But it's alright! It was still fun! My mortal is Macadia, the one from NC. She's very sweet. Gave me a lot of sweets and stuff (: At first I wanted to trick her that I was a guy so I tested out all sorts of handwriting. I wrote the letter in the most messy and ugly handwriting I could. But.. I don't know, somehow I failed. The letter she wrote back was like : I know you're a girl. Haven't ask her how did she figure that out. Yeah, and my angel is Chun Hao. I suspected it was him since day 1! haha I'm smart :D

Then on Tues, it was our WELFARE AMAZING RACE EVENT! Woo hoo! ;D

It was fun, though it didn't start off very well. But my station was quite sian luh. Cause our game is stupid! lol But I did make some new friends. Now they'll like say hi to me in sch. haha Zhi Yuan came to help our station. He was in charge of phototaking and stopwatch. haha Welfare rocks! :D

I learnt how to fold hearts! this is the first heart I've folded!

Okay, I'm being lame.

"Interns are very crazy especially chun fui the head prefect of Bedok South"
Forgot who wrote this!

Mrs Heng trying out our Messy Box. She's so cute!

Messybox game masters! HAHA :D

I was late for school on Wed! Reached sch at 10.30, just in time for econs lecture! Assembly that day was interesting! I don't understand why everyone was sleeping! I actually enjoyed the talk. Went to do the Da Nanyang Code with Chun Fui and Zhi Yuan (Poh yih crashed MJC and April ponned sch). It was done by our dear welfare comm! So we support! haha It was quite fun actually! After that we went to do the beads thing. Haven't done it in like years! Fun! (:

Thurs was Valentine's day! (:

Thank you for all the chocs, sweets, roses, hearts and stuff!! :D

I ponned all the lessons =x

We went to support RJ cause she was dancing at the Atrium. After that she brought us to her secret hide out. It's so cool! It's very nice when the weather is cool. CF, PY and ZY came and they started dancing the mass dance. Was damn funny! Cause ZY and PY was doing the waltz tgt. looked so damn wrong! HAHA Kaye crashed in the evening. Had a chat for awhile (:

Amanda dearie crashed NY on Fri! Super happy (: But I only went for Geog sem with her. We didn't go Arab street in the end! Dearie, I'll find time so that we can go someday!! Excited! We needa do our notebooks (: We went to AMK hub for subway before heading back to sch. Helped Zhi Yi and Bao Zhu to sort the beads at the council room. It was terrible! Haha But we still managed to have some fun. Welfare interns can have fun anywhere! ;D haha We sorted the beads from like 3 plus till 7.30! Then we went for the movie screening- stardust and one miss call. Didn't really have fun. It was quite disappointing. yeah... lol I AM NOT GONNA WATCH ANY HORROR MOVIE EVER AGAIN! I covered my eyes for almost the entire show luh. I thought it wouldn't be that scary if you're watching as a grp but apparently it isn't true! haha Was damn sian towards the end.

Sat had OGL workshop! I'm the OGL for Hermes OG 31! YAY!!! But all 3 OGLs for OG31 are girls! Hope we'll be loud enough. Mass dance was terrible! I can't dance for nuts. Danced with Qi Xuan and the both of us don't really know the dance! But it was still fun. Went vivo with RJ to meet PY CF and April! Met sis while she was working. She was so high when she saw me ;D HAHA We spent like forever deciding what to eat and finally decided on Long John Silver. We wanted Pastamania actually, but there isn't pastamania there! Then we went to buy glasses for the welfare comm! We walked around vivo and shopped a lil here and there. It's been so long since I went shopping! I wanna go out soon! ;D yeah, and RJ bought a hanbok! the kids one for $45. she looked so cute in it! haha Had a lot of fun with them. Poor PY and CF. Guessed they were super bored waiting for us while we shopped. But it's okay, we're training them for their future girlfriends! HAHA!

My dear Wanqin, Kaye and Amanda came to my house on Sunday! (: Wenmin didn't come! stupid gal :D We had fun talking and playing! Girlfriends rock!! ;D Aft they left Poh Yih, April and Chun Fui came to design the glasses for the welfare comm. ART IS FUN! Poh yih was damn funny & slow! He was the last to complete because he didn't know what to draw for paper chair! HAHAHAHA hopefully they all liked their glass! I drew for Pin Ru, Bao Zhu and Javier.

MY MASTERPIECES:

April

Javier, Pin Ru & Bao Zhu

Today, I WOKE UP AT 7AM!! AND GUESS WHAT? I LEFT THE HOUSE AT 7.10AM AND WAS EVEN EARLY FOR THE SC MEETING IN THE MORNING! I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF! I got ready for sch in 10 minutes!! :D

The meeting with the council was pretty nice. Took pics! It's quite sad that our internship is over! Very soon the real thing will begin. Council camp is gonna be so scary! :(
Aft assembly, RJ, April and Yan zhen came to my house to slp, play piano, use com and chat. We ponned all the lessons and went to AMK Hub. Had subway again! SUBWAY ROCKS! Then went to catch the 2.10 PS I Love You movie. The show is so sweet. Really very sweet. All of us cried! I think it's quite true that girls don't know what we want. We always expect others to do what we want when actually we don't even know what we want! And, another thing from the movie which I thought was quite nice is the part when the guy (forgot his name) mentioned that everyone is like trying so hard not to grow old but actually growing old with the person you love is a bliss. It's so sweet right! yeah, so we should all grow old tgt! haha And Ireland is beautiful! I'm going there someday! (: Went back to sch to emo at our secret hideout. Chat and chat till 7 plus! (I think I wrote the word chat like thousands of times. Guess I really love chatting! :D)

This pic is so cute! HAHAHAAH! Do Re Mi Fa

I really don't know what the expect for JAE. For the past 6wks, I've been like playing and having fun ponning lessons. Once JAE starts, I think I'll die. Hopefully I'll be able to cope with JC life.

last day of PAE. I'm so sad! April is leaving for NJ! :(

Dear April, though I'm very sad that you're not in NY anymore, I still wanna wish u all the best in NJ. I'm sure you'll have fun there. Meet the future MPs! ;P HAHA! Get a smart husband there! haha I'll definitely miss the times we had, ponning lessons, slping in the library, talking nonsense... Time flies and 6 wks just passed like that! Thanks for being such a great friend and it has a real pleasure knowing you! Take care and please crash NY soon! (:
Love always, Julia

One step at a time (:

2008-02-08T14:38:00.000+08:00

CNY is supposed to last for 15 days or smth right? But I was done with all my visitings & collected all my ang baos (what a disappointment!) on the first day.

Danielle playing with the straw.

The kids watching Harry Potter (:

Darren playing Ben 10, whatever that is. haha

Daddy with Danielle&Darren.

Thurs
Went to Nativity Church for mass in the morning. That place is so nostalgic! I mean, I grew up there before I moved, so of course that church will always be somewhere special to me. Met Emmanuel's parents and saw him there. He is so damn tall! Aft that went to Aunt Lucy's place for lunch. I love mum's side! :D We chatted and stuff. It's always interesting to hear adults talk. My cousin's gf came and Val and sis started making funny noises when she came in. haha!

Went to Sharon's place aft lunch. Oh gosh, the kids are so cute. I was dying of boredom at first cause Sharon was playing mahjong and sis was playing comp games with Darren. So I was left alone, AGAIN. haha Luckily Pei Shan came to the rescue! We started discussing if I should take math. We even went to NTU web to check the courses and stuff! It's always nice chatting with her, though we're always talking about serious stuff! (:

Went home to rest and then left for my uncle's place for dinner. I brought my file there, prepared to do my chem tutorials cause I predicted that I'll be damn bored. haha In the end I couldn't find a place to study! I can't rmb what I did but it definitely wasn't as dreadful as last year! Last yr I was practically counting the minutes and the seconds!

Best thing of CNY would be : seeing Val and Sharon! (:
I love the 2 of you! :D

Fri

I woke up and was super pleased to see my 2 aunts at home! YAY. At least not a relative-less day 2 of new yr. The way my family celebrates new yr sucks luh. It's like any other day. Everybody else's new yr is like so happening. Went to the steambath with Aunt Cat :D Then watched 24 with daddy. It's so exciting! Krif, Bil and Raymond (Bil's friend) came over in the evening!! So so happy to see Krif! (: We were talking about stuff. It's was damn funny! Krif, you're damn crazy luh! HAHA everything we said is a secret!! ;D

BFF love ya!! Bev&Amanda, Let's meet up next wk! celebrate V day! :D

yeah, so that's basically how my CNY went.

Oh by the way, go to youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ot22xZqLMMI

There's a few parts. I only watched the first one. Don't wanna see what will happen next.

Oh gosh, that maid better be punished man!

Though I'll definitely hire a maid to do the housework in the future, I'm definitely not gonna leave my kids with a maid!

YAY, Amanda Chng is coming to my house soon. Chit-chat session! (:

YAY, I'm gg to my Aunt's place tonight!

YAY, I finished my GP one page write-up!

PEOPLE, WELFARE INTERN'S AMAZING RACE IS IN 2 DAYS TIME! :D

12 Feb 2008, 3pm @ Atrium

Hurray!

2008-02-07T01:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I had my reunion dinner at 10pm! haha
I wanted to try staying up tonight. But I think I cannot take it anymore. Needa slp!
I believe God will give my parents a long life. Haha
Good night! (:

So NOT looking forward to tmr.
I haven't even decided what to wear.
urrgggghhhh so irritating!

2008-02-06T18:44:00.000+08:00

This is why you should never, ever get your hopes up.

This is why you should see the glass as half empty.

So when the whole thing spills,

you aren't as devastated.

I feel terrible.

I'm bored.

CNY sucks! :(

I feel like crying.

My sis is not back yet.

Okay, shall do some updates now.

MON

April and I managed to get The One tickets! Thank you Lao Da! We ponned PE and went central for Macs. Then we went for The One. Chun Fui, April and I went tgt and we sat with the communications interns. Yin Xue rocked the house man! She's so cute & her singing is superb. Like flawless! But the sound system was terrible. So we couldn't hear the band. But Javier's piano skills was damn good. They played Younha's song! haha Kah Kin won the champion for the grp category. Congrats to him! Always hear him singing during CT. haha Oh oh, and my GP teacher played the drum. He's so cool. haha

TUES

Lessons as usual. Ponned math and went to the library to do my geog tutorials. Studying in the library in the morning is very productive! Had a super tough time with geog tutorial! The tutorials are damn tedious. But I'm glad I did them if not I wouldn't be able to follow during seminar. Oh and it was the deadline of our Amazing Race. We have 10 teams! Not bad uh? And some of my friends actually wanted to join but they didn't know when was the deadline. YAY! But I'm so sad luh, ALL of them said they didn't see the Amazing Race poster! haha Went to church aft sch. (Today is Ash Wednesday by the way!) And I saw Ms Melissa Kwok there!! Bev, u know when u were at the porch talking to Aaron, did u hear someone screaming your name?? It was me! Haha My dad's car was like passing by and I was waving at you but you didn't see me! Felt like a retard! HAHAHA :D Went to gardens aft that. Bought some stuff and headed back for online meeting.

TODAY

Went NYJC for the new yr celebration. It was.. erm, funny? HAHA the teachers were super cute lah, singing away on stage! Oh oh, I'm an OGL!!! But it's no more fun cause my friends didn't get in! :( Went nchs aft that. Saw the teachers, took pics and chatted before we went to CP for lunch tgt. Will upload the pics soon! Too bad Amanda didn't come. I miss her!

Okay, everybody, ENJOY YOUR REUNION DINNER WHILE I CONTINUE ROTTING.

Happy lunar new year!

2008-02-02T14:01:00.000+08:00

My sis has left for M'sia! :(
I'm super worried.
Everybody! Please pray that she'll be safe.

This week has been pretty enjoyable.
Because I ponned many lectures and tutorials and I didn't go to sch on Thurs! haha I skipped all my lit seminars. Feel so bad. Yeah, and because I didn't go to sch on Thurs April and I asked Chun Fui to get the The One tics for us. Our whole welfare com interns were supposed to go to support Javier but somebody bought 50 tics! haha So no more tics! Kah Kin's performing too. I wanna see! *curious* haha Yesterday, Joanne, Hui Hui, Ying Han, Shu Xian and Felicia crashed NY! We went for Chem and Geog lecture tgt. They must have been super bored. Chem lecture was seriously terrible! Geog was great as usual, just that some ppl at the back were making alot of noise. Super irritating! Then they left aft lessons ended and I went to meet April. We went out to the coffee shop to eat and chat and then went back to sch to do the box for our Amazing Race game. She accompanied me home to get the stuff for the game. We were like walking in the rain, and she was lugging her laptop around! But it was kinda fun. And finally 6pm came and all the welfare interns came. Chun Hao was kate cause he crashed CJC. We walked around to confirm the venues for our amazing race and then tried out some of the games. They look pretty fun! HEH HEH HEH I really hope our event will be a success. We ended all the stuff at 7 plus then a lot of them left. Poh Yih and Chun Fui went to put up the posters and they realised I made an error! I spelled priZes as priCes. haha Aft that we ran up to the fourth floor to play the piano. April's damn good! haha The only song I can play properly is canon in d. But I couldn't rmb the left hand without the score so Poh Yih played the left hand and I played the right. lol Daddy came to pick me up at around 8.30pm and then it was home sweet home! END OF THE WEEK! (:

YAY We can be OGLs for Orientation 2! I haven't asked Mrs Heng for her signature yet. I don't think I'll get in though. haha But it'll be so fun!!!

2008-01-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

I am a princess. All girls are. Even if they live in tiny old attics. Even if they dress in rags, even if they aren't pretty,or smart, or young. They're still princesses. All of us. Didn't your father ever tell you that? Didn't he?

Oh my gosh, I chanced on the quote from A Little Princess from some random site I was surfing. I love that show!

I have so many shows to catch up with. I have to finish them before JAE starts! Shows to complete(on top priority):

1. Ugly Betty

2. Heroes season 1

And many more

And I wanna watch Gossip Girl too.

I'll allow myself to slack for awhile until JAE :D

I'm gonna marathon on day 2 of CNY (:

2008-01-28T20:27:00.001+08:00

I'm staying in NY.
Finally made my decision after talking to my dear cousin. She rocks! :D Thanks Val!
Daddy brought me to VJ and TJ ytd. I don't like the building! And if I were to go to VJ, the 135 bus route is freaking loooooonng! No way, I'll die. So I've decided that I should just stay in NY. 500m away from my house. heh How far is 500m anyway? Not very good with dimensions.
Today's sch was pretty enjoyable. Because math seminar was cancelled! yeah man! And for once chem lecture was fun because the lecturer was damn funny. Guess what she said: "If you can't get the hang of it, the only alternative way is to hang it." Like what the hell! She's super lame. But very cute. Lit was fun, as usual!! (: I love my lecturer. She's so damn cute! She broke her uncle's coffin! And when she told us the story about it, the comp started flickering. HAHAHA Lit lessons are always entertaining! But I skipped lit seminar today because I didn't do my homework =x and I skipped PE too. Sorry Yan zhen, I know you wanted to go for PE. I crashed econs again. Econs is nice! Though the graphs and stuff are a lil complicated but the subj is pretty interesting. At least it makes more sense than math!

It suddenly hit me today that, oh my gosh, all these lectures and tutorials are gonna become serious stuff. PAE is coming to an end! No more " I'll just try it out and see how". This is it! JC life begins! No more ponning, no more slacking, no more cold jokes-telling sessions during breaks :(
This is sad. haha THIS is gonna be my life for the next 2 yrs. Pretty horrifying. lol

Thanks for all relatives, family, seniors and friends for the advice in this most difficult decision I've had to make so far!
Bev, thanks babe! (:
I'm thinking of gg Sentosa next Mon. Can make it?
Krif & Amanda, can u guys make it next Mon? Krif, just pon your sch luh! xD

2008-01-27T12:05:00.000+08:00

I'm having the worst time of my life! Where the hell should I go next? This decision is going to determine how my life will be like for the next 2 yrs. Ahhhhh I hate making decisions.
NYJC, SAJC, AJC or VJC??
Now, it's down to 2, VJC or NYJC?
Temasek JC and Anglo-chinese is too far!
Between SA, AJ and NY I'd rather go NY. Can walk to school! (:
Ahhhhh this sucks. I'm so tempted to try for VJC! So many of my friends are going there.
But I really hate taking public transport. REALLY. I hate waiting for the damn bus. And buses take like FOREVER to come. It's very very irritating. And such a waste of time. I don't have the patience to wait for the stupid bus.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH VJ OR NY????
This sucks.
And if I stay in NY I'll be going to England in May (it's confirmed! leaving on 31st May :D)and there's another geog trip to either Sydney or Korea. I'm sure other JCs will have too luh.
But it's just whether I'm willing to take the bus to school. Don't laugh at me ok! Distance is like one of the most impt deciding factor for me.
And oh, if I stay in Ny I'll be in the scholars development programme which means if there's like overseas trips or smth they'll give us priority and we'll have special attention from teachers or smth like that (didn't really listen during the principal talk). But if I'm going to VJ, I'll be just like any other student. And of course it'll be ultra stressed cause it's one of the top 5 JCs. But then again if everyone around is mugging like mad, you'll be influenced to mug along too what. ahh I don't know!

JESUS HELP ME!!

Met up with Wan qin, Kaye and Amanda ytd at ice cube. Had a super fun time chatting. We chatted till 12 plus! haha They're all telling me to try for VJ. Cause Kaye is alr there and wan qin is thinking of going there too. Ahhhh GOD HELP ME PLEASE!

2008-01-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

RESULTS!! Went back to sch to have the yummy tom yum noodles. Then we all went to the hall. The principal gave a presentation on the grades and stuff. Our sch has done quite well! (: Average is about 12 pts. We've improved! Mr Ting was like gg around hinting our math results. Damn scary. Then they talked about the JAE and stuff but seriously luh, I don't think anyone was listening. My heart was beating like mad luh. Finally it was time to collect results. Everyone started crying. haha Then more ppl cried. Tears of worry, fear, joy
, disappointment.. Then came my turn! I went up to get my result slip and then Mr Ting was like "All Apple except for higher chinese" Then I went " WHAT? Are you serious? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" haha then I took the slip from Mr Rahim and counted over and over again. I was in a state of pure disbelief and shock! Haha Then I started calling my dad mum sis val and sharon. haha Super happy. Just that I failed my Hcl. Got a D7. urrggghhhhhh damn it. All I wanted was a C6. There goes my 2 bonus pts.

Gotta say my Thank You Speech now:

1) Firstly, I wanna thank God. Without God, I would have died. He really helped me alot and I'm very grateful. Jesus, you rock!

2) Secondly, my parents!! They've been the most supportive parents one could ever ask for. My dad specially took leave during the exams to fetch me to sch and back(not forgetting my tuitions! and the fees of course! ). My mum took leave to cook for me. So sweet right! haha I love you guys

3) Sis and Bil. You guys have given me loads of encouragement. Made me smile and all. So thank you! Thanks for the prayers too. Love ya! (:

4) My teachers. Though they might not be the nicest people sometimes, they have really put in a lot of hard work to teach us and ensure that we get good grades.

5) My dear friends. For all the encouragement and help with sch work. We pulled through this shit tgt and I'm glad we did well. For those who aren't v happy with their results, don't be too disappointed. We've tried our best and that's all that matters. In the future, nobody's gonna care how many pts we get for our O's. 4D, we did well so congrats everyone!! Esp to Amanda Chng, I'm so proud of you!! Hui hui too, rmb u said u wanna give up and just do what u can. And see what did u get? Congrats gal! To the other triplets (bev, amanda P and krif), congrats to u guys!! u guys did great too :D LOVES BFF!!

6) Val and Sharon cous!! I was super touched. Didn't know u guys will know that I'm getting my results today. haha I love you and see u at CNY

Thanks for all the congratulations!

This huge chapter of my life is over! :D

2008-01-24T19:38:00.000+08:00

PRAISE THE LORD! (:

2008-01-24T09:55:00.000+08:00

Goodness I'm freaking out right now! I'll know my results in a few hours time. This is it people! The day that we wished would never come. I'm blasting christian music now. It makes me feel so so much better. It's great to have God! :D
I'm so damn scared. I know I'm not going to do that well b'cause I screwed up so many papers esp the stupid math! I just pray I'll be okay. That I'll be able to accept whatever results I get.
Everything passed so quickly. It only seems like ytd when we were memorising our chem during recess, practising for our oral exam, mugging with Amanda Chng at coffee bean and at my house (which many times turned out to be tv/chit-chat sessions :D ), studying with Amanda Phua and Aaron in church, forcing the history stuff into my head, on the way to the exam in dad's car, crying after the idiotic math paper 1, going crazy aft the end of the last paper, going to vivo to celebrate with Amanda...
It's been a real long and tough journey. But good job everyone, we survived the ORDEAL! No matter what the results we're gonna get, we've tried our best. Leave it up to God! (:

Lord I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every breath that I take
Every moment I'm awake

Lord have Your way in me

Jesus, let me always rmb that you have a plan for me. And that no matter what results I get, I'll be fine b'cause it's all part of your big plan.
<3 your daughter, Julia

2008-01-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

Yay I'm finally blogging! I'm supposed to be doing my tutorials now but everybody is telling me not to do. I shall go to sch and copy math and I'll do my chem during the break.
The past few wks have been basically lectures and tutorials.
Math is such a bore! Oh, and our OG met early in the morn on Fri to celebrate Alex's bday. We bought for him a super wrong present ( not chosen by me. )

I am in Student Council Internship Programme Welfare Com! Yah I know.. Julia Tay? Student council? Everybody keeps laughing at me. But please, student council doesn't mean you have to scold ppl! And anyway, I can scold okay! (Ask my sis. She knows best :D) Hahaha I'm just trying out luh. If I like it then I'll consider :D We're supposed to plan for a 3 hr event for Friendship Day for the J1s. Went Toa Payoh today to meet the other welfare interns to plan. It was quite fun! WELFARE ROCKS!! (: (Yanzhen is in College Image and Bonding. Woots!)

A very interesting conversation during our meeting just now
( I can't really rmb who said what but it kinda went like that)
A: Be a big fish in a small pond
B: But like that the pond will be flooded
C: No, the big fish can eat the small fish
A: But I'm vegetarian!
HAHAHAHAHAHA :D

Dragonboat trainings for the first 2 sea orientations were fun. I didn't go for the land training on Wed cause of student council meeting but according to my friends it's DAMN jia lat. Ytd's sea training was quite tough also. The running was alright. We ran with the seniors! Stressful. haha Then we had our first actual training on the rowing. It's quite tough! And VERY tiring during race. The J3 seniors were like a lil mean luh. They were like " Grab your bags and be at the stadium steps in 20 seconds! " Madness. Then they wanted to play a game to test us J1s the J2 seniors' names and if we don't know do pumping. Luckily our J2 girls seniors helped us. They were like "huh don't so bad lah! Last time you all also cannot rmb our names what!" In the end, instead of pt we played a game. It was quite fun luh. Couple game. but the string was damn pain luh! I can't rmb I played with which senior. I think someone called soloman. I don't think I'll recognise him if I see him in sch. hahah Aft training ytd, went suntec with Quincy. Had pepper lunch and we went toys r us to play.
Look at our masterpiece!!

NYDB ( Nanyang Dragonboat)

Met up with my dear Bev today. Krif pang seh!! haha It was so so nice talking to her. We had dinner at New York New York and chatted for quite a while. Bev, SMILE!! cause I love you! (: hahaha We're going out soon! SENTOSA :D

Ahhh tmr's sch is damn boring. gotta be in sch at 7am for SC meeting. Need my slp now. BYE~

2008-01-08T20:34:00.000+08:00

School is getting boring!
I'm taking Lit, Geog, Math and Chem but I'm thinking of changing math to econs. I really can't work with numbers!! I'm the kind that you can't tell me 1+1=2, you must tell me why 1+1=2. There's math lecture tmr :( Chem isn't v nice too. Lit was fun! The teacher was damn cute. She was like "Shakespeare is basically sex love sex love and then everybody dies." haha I'm looking forward to geog tmr!
Science subjs suck!!

Met up with Amanda Chng ytd :D She's so pretty!
I miss my girlfriends badly!
I so need God. <3

This was our second mass dance song

2008-01-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! Orientation was great!
Day 1 was okay. I can't really rmb what happened that day but it was fun luh.
Day 2 was great! Sentosa and mass dance was damn fun. My OG went to vivo for dinner after that.
Day 3 was superb! Mass dance was super fun, although I still don't quite get the dance steps. But don't care lah, anyhow dance. It was super funny cause Poh Yih was my partner and every time he had to remind me of the steps because I seriously can't rmb them. haha The water games were fun too but they were too short and not wet enough. Dancing Diva and cheer competition were quite fun. Dancing King is from my olympian! Hurray! He's damn good man. Notice how many times I used the word fun. haha and finally the dico party was a blast man! Everybody jumped like crazy.
Hermes rock!

Lectures are starting next wk. They're just painting a rosy picture of JC life now. I think it's like gonna be damn stressful from now on. Luckily I only take 10-15mins to reach sch! And I'm taking Eng lit, geog, chem and math. Chem and math is like super duper sian! I so need tuition. I'm having dragonboat orientation tmr! I hope it'll be fun. Almost my whole OG is going.

2007-12-31T11:04:00.000+08:00

Saturday morning I met up with my dear Amanda Chng for breakfast at RK before gg to coffee bean for a chat. It was so nice talking to her! We just have loads of stuff to talk about. Her hair is so nice :D haha

Ytd I saw Bev at coffee bean! I was there reading with daddy cause we were waiting for mum to get her hair done. Bev, I wanna go out with you! (: Last night, went Jumbo for grandma's bday dinner. Nothing much. But at least I got to see my dear sharon! She's gonna finish her yr 3 soon which means she won't be able to study with me anymore. I felt so old ytd! The kids were super cute.

Damn bored so I went youtube-ing again. Here are some funny videos.

Listen to Changmin's scream hahahahaha

Super funny when he was supposed to act out Kang Ho Dong and then he said face and bodyline same same Shin Dong. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Listen to Shindong speak chinese. Freaking funny! I don't quite understand what's he's saying, smth about shandong. hahaha! There's another funny part at the end.

This is damn funny!

2007-12-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

Thanks to everyone for the gifts, cards, chocs and cookies! (:
Merry Christmas!

Bil and sis got me a microscope!

On christmas eve, we went to my aunt's place for dinner. Lovely food. And of course my dearest cousin was there. She's so pretty. haha We just sat around and watched tv. Went to church for the pageant at 11. My cousin went to our church too! But we didn't sit tgt :( Amanda sat with us tgt with Bil and his friends. We reserved a seat specially for Krif but she stood at the back in the end.Aft mid-night mass we all exchanged gifts. Our youth grp was supposed to meet up to eat the log cake denise bought but only a few of us turned up. We ate some cake and forced John to finish everything up. Denise and I took a sip of wine too. haha And then everyone left! So I had no choice but to go to Shaun's house to meet sis and bil to get home. By the time we left church it was already like 2.30am or smth. My heels were like killing me!! And we had to walk all the way down to shaun's house. I almost died luh. Thanks to Aaron, John and Marvin cause they were like walking slowly. haha And the blister from that night just burst ytd. Painful man. Left Shaun's house almost as soon as I got there and cabbed home with bil sis and bil's friend. We were supposed to watch a movie when we got home but I fell asleep...
Christmas day wasn't christmasy at all. I watched youtube all whole day. Then we had dinner. Turkey, salad, pasta and crayfish. YUM! So that's basically how my christmas was spent. Kinda sad right?

I only took like 2 photos cause the cam was with sis! Waiting to get the others from Denise.

I went kayaking with my family and bil ytd. It was fun fun fun! I was kinda scared at first but as soon you learn how to kayak it's actually quite fun. I'm still not good at it. Daddy hopes to bring us kayaking around pulau ubin. That's gonna be real scary. Sis was damn funny. They kayaked to the middle of the reservoir to sun tan. And she was like cruising, leaving Bil to do all the work. She was super cute! Oh, we had a race too! No winner cause we were heading for the floating platform and they were heading for land. haha We went to look at a tree-top obstacle course too. Some kids were there. Super cute! I'll make my kids go for all these courses next time so they won't end up like me! haha Mummy promised me Outward Boung Korea next yr! YAY! I wanna go in winter then we'll have trekking in the snow. cool! We went Changi Village for lunch aft that and walked around. Great day!

Happy birthday Jesus!

2007-12-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

Christmas is so near!

Thurs 20 Nov

My parents had a small party over at our place. We were super anti-social. Feel so bad. We played Risk. Still don't quite understand how the game is supposed to be like. I helped my mum make cookies and muffins in the morning! hahaha

Oatmeal chocolate cookies!Yum!

Look at the blueberry muffins!

Sat 22 Nov

My family sat down to watch a movie together(finally! The last time we watched a movie tgt was like... how many months or yrs ago?). We watched this show called Sicko which criticises the American Healthcare system. It's so so interesting! And some parts were really sad and touching. They also compared the US system with the Canadians British French and Cuban. Universal healthcare they call it. Very nice and educational movie. Oh and I finally bought my contact lenses for JC! Went Vivo with sis. Did some shopping and went to find bil's present but it was sold out. Singapore's like damn boring and everywhere's so crowded! The only place I wanna go now is the zoo and night safari. I prolly wouldn't go out anymore when sch reopens. Maybe that's good, so I can study hard! Met up with mum and dad at J8 for dinner. We went to Popular to look at the A level stuff. Oh gosh, it looks so tough! Econs is like... crazy. But Geog looks interesting! I'm so gonna struggle with math. I hope it wouldn't be that bad. According to Anabel, she says Nanyang splits the students into two grps, those who took Amath and those who didn't. And unfortunately, I belong to the latter. Gonna die.

Today

Went for mass with krif. We were late! The back of the church is like a childcare centre man! The number of kids there is like.. baby boom. But they're damn cute. went for confession. Because there were so many ppl, father wasn't listening to what I was saying. He was like "Okay, now say the Act of contrition". And when I was halfway through it he went "okay, God bless you." hahaha Aft that we had the post-camp session. The talk was very good. To follow God, you have to die. which means, some part of your life has to die if you wanna follow god. You gotta give some things in your life. Which I think is very true and I don't know if I'm ready to "die" for God. After church Aaron and Marvin came over to play pool and table tennis. It was quite fun. Aaron was India, Marvin was US and I was Korea(of course). haha I won US a few times!! haha Someone from NYJC called. I'm in Hermest OG 31. Anyone in the same grp as me??? We're going to sentosa on the 2nd day of orientation! I hope the ppl there are nice and fun.

I'm gg to my Aunt's house for dinner tmr before midnight mass. I can finally see my dear val cousin. Miss her so much!!!!! See you ppl at midnight mass!
Gonna open my presents now! HO HO HO HO MERRY CHRISTMAS~

2007-12-19T18:01:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Ytd Dad, sis, bil and I went to play table tennis. It was fun~ I'm kinda bad at it. haha We were like competing with each other. Sis was Singapore, Bil was Japan, Dad was China(haha! Sis chose for him) and I was Korea. Sorry Korea, I lost all the matches. haha It was damn funny cause evrytime I play, sis and bil will go "TAE~ HAN MIN GUK! Clap clap~ clap clap clap"

My parents were on leave today so we went to IKEA. Oh I so love that place! The showrooms are so cosy and nice. Imagine staying in a big cosy cottage with those country decor in Canada or somewhere. It's Christmas time and you and your love ones are cuddling in front of the fire place, sipping hot chocolate while it's snowing outside. And when it has stopped snowing, you can just get out of the house and start a snowball fight or make a snowman. Ahh how nice! Mummy says she'll be happy if sis and I can work overseas so that she and dad can come visit us. Julia Tay, study hard. Mum also said that I'll get to do up my room myself when there's a second renovation. Yay I can't wait! And I had my favourite swedish meatballs today! Heavenly man~

I know.. it looks terrible here. I only took the pic halfway through my meal. hahahah Too engrossed.
Mummy bought the meatballs, cakes and some crayfish thingy home for christmas. Yummy! Gonna help her bake cookies and muffin for christmas later!

My parents are having a christmas party cum 20th wedding anniversary celebration over at our place tmr. Heard there's gonna be good food. Turkey.. Mum invited Kriff over too so maybe we're gonna play table tennis or soccer before the party. haha And I'm going kayaking on the 26th! A little scared though.. I can't open my eyes in water.

Okay, I made my decision ytd after a very very tough time. I decided to stay in NYJC. It's kinda dumb to not go to a school that's so near to ur house, with a new campus and facilities and ur subj combi and all. Moreover, I don't think I'll do well enough for my O's to get into AJC. I think I screwed up my O's. So I decided not to appeal. Meanwhile, Wanqin's appeal to NYJC was successful! But she's taking a diff subj combi. I'm doing econs, lit, geog and math and she's doing science. I'm not sure what Elysia's taking. Gonna message her later. The last time I asked her she said she was considering appealing to SAJC. 2nd Jan will come soon.. It's time to start studying again.

2007-12-17T11:12:00.000+08:00

YAY! Hady Mirza is Asian Idol!! :D

Sis, Bil and I were like screaming hysterically when the results were announced. I know... we're the very few patriotic Singaporeans around. haha If Korea and Singapore were to compete, I'll still support Singapore okay! Didn't expect Hady to win though. Daddy voted for him. Great job, Dad! Cause the rest of us totally forgot about the competition.

Yesterday was the last day of camp. It was alright. I love Prince of peace! After mass, Kriffith and I went down to gardens to cut my hair. She waited for me for sooo long luh. Sorry and thanks girl! We met up with mum, dad, sis and bil and went for dinner tgt. We went to search for Botak Jones but it was closed!! Super anti-climax. So we went to Casuarina for prata! The plain one is so nice! Kriffith was like explaining the foods and stuff. She is a tour guide in the making. haha On the way back, we saw our dream house. Freaking nice house man! I bet it's Angmohs staying there. We headed home for the soccer match Man U vs Liverpool. It was damn funny because my whole family supports Man U and only Krif supports Liverpool. hahahahah She left kinda early because her bro is coming back from the states. I didn't really watched the match because I was so troubled and caught up with trying to decide if I should appeal to Anderson. My parents say it's my own decision but I can hear that they aren't v happy about it. Should I appeal? Everybody else is telling me to appeal. I don't think I'll be able to get in anyway. So should I just try? Like if I get in to AJ then go there, don't get in then just stay in NYJC? uurrrghhhhhhhhhhhh. Help me!!! I don't wanna grow up. Making your own decisions and having to bear all consequences is so tough. "MY FUTURE IS IN MY HANDS" scares me.

Craving for Salmon salad and Ice blended mocha!!

2007-12-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

I'm here to blog in case I forget what I am feeling now.
I went for SFX Youth camp for the past 2 days and I'll be gg tmr too. Ytd was alright. I left pretty early to meet sis and accompanied her to eat her lunch and then see doc. It was quite a fun but tiring day.

Today, I woke up late and went to church late. When we reached, they were playing water bombs so we decided to head down to gardens cause sis and I wanted manicure. Didn't get it done in the end. We went back for session at 4. Aft dinner we had silent time and Kriffith, sis and I went to the adoration room. While reflecting and talking to God, I felt super guilty because I've been pushing God aside for the past few weeks. During the praying over, I was prayed over by this girl called Jane. She's super nice and sweet. She prayed over me for like super long. She was saying everything that I wanted to tell God. Tears just started flowing uncontrollably. I just wanted to tell Jesus that I'm sorry. I felt so guilty that I haven't appreciated the blessings God has given me and I just kept asking for more. During O's, I prayed and even went to the adoration room aft mass and stuff. I did thank God aft my papers but now I realised I probably wasn't sincere. Now that O's are over, I haven't even made an effort to even say a short prayer each day. I totally forgot about God. I kept apologising to God in my heart. While Jane was praying, I could imagine Jesus right in front of us, nodding as he listened to our prayers. There's this voice in my head that kept saying it's okay. I'm not sure if it's just my imagination or what. Jane kept asking me to let go. I could alr feel myself swaying. I don't know what I did. Probably just shut my eyes very tightly and.. I don't know. And then I fell back. Just as the person behind was about to catch me, I just .. don't know how to explain. I just stopped everything and sat on the floor. Then I started crying my heart out. I felt this a little warm sensation at my neck but I don't know if I was just thinking too much. And while everyone was singing, I had this image in my mind. Jesus was sitting on a rock beside a tree in the forest. He was facing me with outstretched arms and asking me to go to him. But instead of running to him, I started picking up stones and threw them at him. And I could also imagine Jesus carrying the cross and I was the one whipping him. Daddy once told me that everytime we sinned, it's like whipping Jesus. So many ppl were resting in the spirit---> is that what they called it just now? I guess this is the evidence of the presence of God and the holy spirit. Kriffith also had a wonderful experience I guess. She said smth which I absolutely agree. She said that while we try to please others, ppl who treat us like shit, we refuse to accept and go to Jesus who treasure and love us so much. Aren't we stupid?

I'm sorry, Jesus.
Good night.

Mummy promised me an Esprit watch but I think I'll prefer a nice cross necklace now.

2007-12-13T10:29:00.000+08:00

I got into NYJC. But I don't really feel happy. At first I thought if I'm going for the whole 2 yrs, then I should go somewhere near. But now that I'm only going for 6 wks, I should have put SAJC!!!!!! Urrggggghhhhhhhhhh. 2nd regret in my life. urgghhh, kill me! I've been doing some serious thinking about what I wanna do in the future. Mr Rahim told us something when we were having consultation which I thought was very true. He said we're at the best time of our lives because we can choose who we wanna be but for him, it's already over and he's made his decision to be a teacher. SO WHO DO I WANNA BE?!??! I don't know. It's so irritating you know! I want a job that can travel to many many places. I'll prolly go to RP for Biomedical Science. It sounds fun to me but I'm just not sure if playing with chemicals is what I wanna do for the rest of my life! My mum says I'll like it cause I've liked science(except physics) since primary school(except sec 2) and since I'm anti-social I can just stay in the lab and work with chemicals. But being a researcher won't allow you to travel right?? And do you think they earn alot? A plus point if I study biomed is that mum will allow me to get my degree in Australia, which is superly great. I think I'll just pray about this.
Went to Square 2 with Wang Wen Min ytd but she didn't want to eat the korean food. She just earned 60 bucks and she still says broke. So I ate dokpokki and she ate tempura. In the end we decided to buy cup noodles and eat at my place but we went to AMK Hub instead. Bought kimchi. When Amanda is back, we can try making kimchi soup though I have no idea how to. We can just experiment. I think she'll be back today or tmr. That lucky girl! I bet she saw snow there :( Bought my christmas clothes ytd! One thing down. Now it's the presents. Big headache. haha
Going for church camp tmr. Suddenly, don't really feel like going. Kriffith and Marvin is gg too. Okay, I need to finish A Love to Kill by today. I don't understand why Rain always acts as super rough and vulgar characters. Even in Full House he's still kinda bad sometimes. But he's still cute. heh. Bye~

2007-12-05T10:40:00.000+08:00

The new paper
Monday, 3 Dec 2007
Pg 22
Is the Golden Compass a Work of the Devil?

The Magisterium: Totalitarian regime or Catholic church?

There's no direct mention of the Church, Catholicism or Christianity in the movie.
Instead, the bad guys are known as the Magisterium, which is the term the Roman Catholic Church uses to describe its teaching body charged with interpreting the word of God.
In the movie, this malevolent ruling government body is a symbol of oppression, control and deception, and is led by sinister old men dressed like cardinals and priests.
Mrs Coulter(Nicole Kidman) is the head of the Magisterium's General Oblation Board, which secretly kidnaps children and surgically removes their daemons (and by extension, their souls).
Interestlingly, oblation is the act of offering the bread and wine of the Eucharist, a Christian sacrament commemorating the action of Jesus at his last supper with his disciples.
In its obsessive desire to rub out sin, which is supposedly introduced when children's daemons settle upon reaching puberty, the Magisterium seeks to eliminate their free will and "create a new generation at peace with themselves who won't question authority".

I'm not gg to watch this movie.

2007-12-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Sunday

Went with dad and mum to buy a christmas tree! I didn't know the tree and the decorations would cost such a bomb! But it's so nice to have a christmas tree at home. We haven't had one for 3 yrs! Yay, christmas is coming! :D

Pic 1

Pic 2

Spot the difference between pic 1 and pic 2!

Today

Went to Paragon with kriffith again to meet up with Bev and Amanda during their lunck break. Had KFC at Ngee Ann City. Cheese fries! And we were all talking about what ppl say we look like, as in from what country. Amanda-German? Kriffith-Spanish? Bev and I-Korean/Indo-Chinese? hahaha Kriffith really has spanish blood and she's super proud of that. Bev and I has Malay blood somewhere in the family history so it's justifiable that we look like Indo-Chinese. But for Amanda... I think she looks Indo-Chinese too :D hahaha After Lunch we went to Raoul to get Kriffith's bro present, (expensive present). haha Kriffith and I left for Ngee Ann again to look at the toys and we went to Art Friend! I love art stores, interesting stuffs they have there. We went to borders and dropped by at Bishan Library before heading home. Finally borrowed more Sandra Brown books. On the bus she told me all kinds of ghostly stuff and I didn't dare to walk home by myself. Luckily Bil was on the way to our house and so we walked back tgt. Whew! Dad's friends from Salt Lake City are over at our house. I don't dare to talk to them cause I can't really understand what they're talking about. haha I'll die If I'm really gg to Australia for my uni.

Not many pics cause I totally forgot about the camera =X
haha stupid me

Carmen messaged me a few days back to ask me about the hotels in Korea. I guess she must be there now. JEALOUS! And Amanda is leaving for Japan on Thurs :( I wanna go on another holiday. I wanna keep travelling and travelling. I want snow :(

Places I want to go

2007-12-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU BIL FOR HELPING ME WITH THE SKIN! :D

Wed(day aft prom) - 4D Chalet 2007

Chalet was okay. I only went for the first day cause Pasir Ris is seriously too far! I was getting super bored in the beginning. Nothing for me to do at the BBQ! Hotdogs and prawns were yummy. Played the number game thing. As usual Xiao Dong and Ambrose were super funny.

Fri ( Mum's bday dinner )

Sis, Bil and me headed down to town for some shopping and met up with mum and dad for dinner to celebrate mum's bday. Had Jap food and Dim sum :D We came home and started acting retarded and everything. hahahahaha Fun day!

RP Film Fest

Went to RP(future sch) for their film fest. Bil, we support u all the way! (: Aft the ceremony, we went to causeway point for pizzahut tgt with bil's friends. They're damn funny. Fun day!

Monday ( 6Arians @ Sentosa! )

After 4 yrs, the 6A-rians finally came tgt for a gathering! (: We went to Sentosa. Lichu, Kelly, Emily and I went to build sandcastles and play with the water while the rest played bball. Kelly is funny as ever. Her laughter is like super contagious! Then they played captain ball while Emily and I stood behind Debbie and started screaming. haha Played catching too! Oh I tell you, running on the beach is no easy task! The stupid sand is like sand dunes luh. but it was fun! We went back to vivo to meet Ms Wong! She hasn't changed. Super skinny. She couldn't rmb my name at first! ? We started talking about Kung Yin-"Swimming is a dangerous place!" and Elizabeth-fell into the pond during science lesson. hahahaha I can't believe 4 yrs passed just like that! And we're all so different now. Dear friend, hope you'll cheer up and be the happy guy we used to know. We watched Enchanted and it was time to go home!

Today - Outing with the girls!

Went out with bev, amanda and kriffith today! we watched Fred Claus. We were so in a christmasy mood when we left the cinema. I seriously don't wanna spend christmas in SG! We went to Paragon cause kriffith wanted to get a present for her bro. She's gonna get a shirt from Raoul. Kriffith was super funny lah. Bev and Amanda are working there. I'm so glad I'm not working! Then we went to chill and chat and Coffee Club (: It was so nice to meet up with them! Headed to church with kriffith aft that. Father was super funny. He talked about bouncy bouncy smack smack. hahahahaha

Kriffith: "I wanna marry a Spanish!"

Julia:"I wanna marry a Korean American!"

Kriffith&Julia:"Awwwwwww HAWTNESS!!"

hahahahaha nonsense!

Fun day :D

See this!

2007-11-21T11:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry haven't updated cause I was busy watching goong s. Se7en is my husband!!!! heh heh
My trip was quite enjoyable, better than I expected. And, I bought so many dvds!! :D The scenery was quite nice esp at Lijiang. And the hotels we stayed were all pretty good and comfy. Esp the one in Lijiang. We stayed in a villa with a butler! And there's a comp there to use foc. All in all, it was rather fun. My tour grp was mostly aunties and uncles but they're super funny and nice! haha However, the toilets (and the food sucked!
Prom was pretty fun too. We didn't exactly do anything except taking pics. Mr Rahim's son is so cute. Oh and that stupid Mr Goh's gf (according to Wanqin that's his gf) is super pretty. They so don't go tgt. =X haha Then we went to Jalan Kayu aft that. Joa, pris, amanda and I went first cause we cabbed there. couldn't tahan the heels. And then we had to like book 5 tables. Super malu. Imagine wearing so formal at Jalan Kayu! everybody was like staring at us. Then the rest of them finally came. Ate and then cabbed home with Irene.

Photos!

First bend of the Yang Tze River. The Red Army crossed this section of the river during the Long March.

Husband!

My prince

2007-11-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

hey ppl, I'm at the airport. don't miss me! Bye!

Sis, I love you! take care of yourself (:

happy sweet sixteen to me!
Thanks to wm, bev, amanda, bal, sis, masam and fz for everything! loves.

2007-11-09T09:48:00.000+08:00

I'm leaving tonight. But I don't feel like gg. The tour agency called and said that the toilets there are super smelly and the food isn't very nice. And it's a four hour ride from city to city. I'm like gg to how many cities luh! urrrgghhhhhh I feel like I'm gg to some kind of village! EEWWWW. Oh, and the temp there isn't cold! I want my winter!!!! And another thing, period! stupid. I hope it won't come this month.
But, I'm looking forward to my DVDs. I hope they have dvd shops there. hoping for DVD shopping sprees there. Then I'll have Korean drama marathon when I'm back! (: Buhahahahaha

Okay, the worse thing is.. I'M GONNA MISS MY SIS BADLY! :(

Hey sis, please take care of yourself while we're away. And don't worry, cause we're gonna come back alive, promise. I'll try to blog IF they have a comp at the hotel which I don't think they'll have. I'll miss you! LOVE YA LIKE CRAZY!!!!!

Please pray I'll enjoy myself.

2007-11-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH! I can't believe O's are over! Everything just happened so quickly!
Thank you daddy and mummy and sis and Jesus! LOVE!

O's didn't go that well for me. I think I'm gg to do badly. Okay, but whatever. Amanda and I went to Vivo to celebrate today! (: We went to drink our kimchi soup and watched The Game Plan. It's so damn super nice! It's nicer than 200 pound beauty and hairspray. It's funny, touching and cute! I love the girl's room and the bathtub is like WOW. After the movie we went to Toys R Us. It's my heaven man! Kids these days are like super lucky. I wanted to buy this chemistry set thingy. It gives you some chemicals like calcium hydroxide and the test tubes and apparatus. It's for like 10 years and up. But it still looks so fun! Almost bought it but sis stopped me. And they sell microscopes there with like grasshoper legs and stuff for you to see. So cool! And they have a telescope. If only I were still a kid.... 16 years old AIN'T fun. Then we went to chinatown to find craft stores cause we wanted to make our own doll. But we headed for the beads shop instead. All in all, I had a great day with Amanda dearie! (: Btw, we saw mr xiang and our last yr chinese teacher (what's his name?) in the MRT. And we were super bad cause we were like"Xiang Lao Shi! Blah Blah Bye!" and then we walked off without even saying hi to our last yr teacher. Feel so bad =X

Super nice movie!

Now that everything is over, I think I'm going to miss school. I know how contradicting this is considering that I've been complaining that I hate school for the past sixteen yrs of my life. But I just feel a little sad. No more Mrs Raja's "long stories", Mr Seah's super animated story-telling sessions about his maid and duck, and of course his "raining", Mr Ting's crazy laughter "eh heh eh heh eh heh" and hair-raising philosophies about love, Mr Tien's scary daily tests and funny jokes, Mr Rahim's inspirational life stories, Xiang Laoshi's Liao Zhai and Mr Foo's cold jokes and hair cuts... Oh oh, and our class Captain Ball games during PE! Sorry Mrs Lim, I seriously cannot think of anything about your lessons.

4 "DORAEMON"

Hidayah's ducky

our very "clean" classroom

math notebook! hated this bk.

Oh how much sweat and fear and pain went into those stupid practicals

Rmb the feeling of doing afternoon prac in the hot and stuffy lab? Facing the bunsen burner with the irritating goggles on and perspiration trickling down ur forehead and Mr Tien yelling "WHEN DO YOU PUT YOUR GLOWING SPLINT IN? DO YOU SEE ANY GAS?"
Urghh, I'll never forget that feeling man. Sucks.

HAHA STUPID HALLOWEEN PICS!!!
sis bought some stuff for halloween so we started playing like crazy. Daddy joined in too! His pics are super cute but I can't upload it in case he doesn't want me to. haha

and we had bbq with bil and his friend. The steak was awesome!

BEFORE

AFTER

2007-10-05T14:53:00.000+08:00

I'm finally blogging.
I had mock exams for the past two wks. The school came up with this stupid idea. The worst thing is that their not even marking the papers! waste our time man. Amanda and I spoke to Mr Ong on Wed about our study leave. He says he's considering. It's like 2 wks to O's luh! By the time he decides the exam has alr started. But whatever his decision is, I'm not gg to sch next wk.
I'm super sad now! Because Mr Xiang confirmed that we can use our HCL to minus two points for first 6 wks of JC :( !!!!!! According to Yinghan, SAJC arts course is 10 points. If I minus my HCL then I should be able get in. stupid stupid stupid. But anyway, Xiang Laoshi taught me formal letter today. He's so nice. At least he's still willing to teach me even when I didn't listen during his lessons and hand in his hw for the whole year. GUILTY! But, I'll be gg for chinese night remedial on Mon with Will and Elysia. Will was like,"Eh, I don't want to fail higher chinese leh!" haha

And we had our graduation ceremony last Friday. Had tree-planting. I didn't bring my cam :(
But it was fun. haha I think I'll miss 4D. We sure had lots of fun and laughter. Time flies.

2 more wks to O's. I think my next post would be "O'S OVER AND DONE WITH!". Can't wait for that day to come.
Everybody study hard! (:

2007-09-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

MY HANDPHONE IS SPOILT SO I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO RECEIVE ANY SMS OR CALLS!

I'm so sad. I need that extra 1.5 marks for my higher chinese to pass!! I need the 2 merit points for first 3 mths!! And so that I don't have to take chinese in JC. damn it lah!
I need lots and lots of miracles!!!

2007-09-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

Change of plans on sat... again.
No shopping
No korean food BUT...
We went to NATAS fair! (:

I'm not going to Vietnam. Daddy, Mummy and I are going to Yunnan, Dali and Shangrila. I'm leaving on my birthday! Sis isn't gg cause she has school :( I can't imagine a holiday without her. It'll be so...quiet without her nonsense! I seriously don't mind going to china. In fact I'm foursquare in favour of it. Because there's no other choice. lol Although I wouldn't mind gg Korea again. I wouldn't mind gg every year! It's seriously the best country ever. Haven't chosen ur holiday this year? Julia definitely recommends Korea. China would be more of a scenic holiday which would be nice. Kinda tired of bustling cities and skyscrapers and shopping. Too much shopping for holidays will totally spoil the holiday. Like what happened during our Taiwan trip. It was terrible! plus no nice scenery at all. I'm so excited. I love Changi Airport! I love the smell of the airplane! The Singapore Airlines stewardess(we're not taking SQ this time. SAD)! The whole holiday thing is just great! I love holidays man! When I grow up, I'm going to scrimp and save every penny just to travel around the world. It's so worth it. But I'll definitely bring my family along. Holidays without the family would feel seriously wrong. Or perhaps why I like holidays is because of the family! Btw, at the fair, there's those korean tour ppl. And theres one guy who looks like Byeonggu from Happy woman. <=== *Amanda phua, the guy u like! hahaha too bad u weren't there!* We had this lucky draw thing where we have to click this dice on the computer to see what u have won. guess what I got? A toothbrush! hahaha! bloody idiot. lol And guess what my dad got? A BBQ grill! daddy's always lucky.

Looking forward to after O's! (:
Maybe we're going to a western country holiday next year! yeah!

2007-09-14T13:58:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS ARE OVER!
now's the nightmare.

God works wonders. Thank you Jesus!
I thought the papers were okay although I know I'm not gg to do very well. It was not as hard as I had expected prelims to be, esp considering that I didn't study that hard. I didn't want to study the way I usually did which was to memorise everything. Esp for geog, even though I'm not sure how I'll score, at least I didn't feel like I had no idea at all on what to write. So I guess God was helping me!
Math and Eng was a total disappointment. Although I guessed it long ago that I'll do badly, I still can't help but feel a little disappointed. I failed my higher chinese. I don't really feel sad because I'm gg poly. no need for that 2 merit points. Nevertheless, I still hope I'll at least pass for O's. Hui's chinese was super pro lah! I feel so bad for Mr Xiang! He taught us so much and put in so much effort to teach us yet our class had 10 failures. He's still the best teacher ever! You know he's like damn good. When he give out the exam papers in the hall during prelims, he gently put it on your table. Unlike SOME other teacher who throw at you. That teacher should learn some manners man.

Mrs Raja:"Life is not all about all these tests. It's just part and parcel of life. You don't need to feel disappointed."
For all who are sad about their prelim results, cheer up! (:

The Hills coverwar! saw this on a website

Puh-lease, Lauren is so much better.

Witch Yoo Hee OST
love this song and the show! Had a great time watching it with sis and bil ytd. Bil cooked spaghetti for us. It was"ba shi ge ta!", or in bil's terms "Oishi!"

Going out tmr! (:
unless there's change of plans...again.

2007-09-09T09:11:00.000+08:00

saw smth interesting on the newspaper yesterday.
Over 100 years, a water molecule would have spent some 98 years in the ocean, 20 months as ice, about 2 weeks in lakes and rivers, and less than a week in the atmosphere.
This makes me think about the life of humans.
We spent the first 20 years of our life studying like crap, the next 40 years slogging, the next 15 years taking care of our grandchildren and the last 5 years waiting to die.
Oh how great, life is SO interesting!
I know I'm being such a pessimist.
But we'll always be caught in the rat race, for life!
I hate it! Why can't life be a little more relaxing? I mean after all ppl always say life is short, then what the hell are we doing? Shouldn't we be slowing down and enjoying our journey on Earth before we return to God? We rush and rush to do everything and by the time we know it, we'll be on our death bed, without even knowing what life truly means because all we know is "I've gotta run. Got tonnes of stuff to do. I can't relax cause it's a terrible sin. I can't stop cause so many other ppl are going to overtake me blah blah.." I don't want my life to end just like that.

I suddenly like this song

Tomorrow there'll a star above that shines and spells her name

She is no more in pain, Let go your sorrow

She is among the angels resting serenely and peacefully

Let the night calm the drudgery of day

Lay down to sleep...

The moon shines

Cast off your fears from your mind

She sighssays she'll no longer cry

She aches, like you, to reunite

But fate she will not fight

As she smiles down from the sky

So missed

Who can endeavor such intensity of feeling

You feel like your world's ending

But don't give in

Just keep moving onhead high and don't stop believing

That you'll cradle her once again

Let the night ease your troubles away

Lay down to sleep

All your tears are bound to fall

Your heart will long in vain

But the moon will hear you call

And remind you as you lay

You can make it through the rain

urghh. I'm just feeling depressed luh. cause tmr's prelims again! :(

So dead.

2007-09-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

I'm going to Vietnam this year, I think. I'm not very sure if I"m excited or not because...

Apparently they drink duck blood

Pig tails. ewwww

But then again, it seems like an interesting country

Jamie Tay would so love this!

This is Ha Long Bay. Pretty nice aye?

A railway track right in the middle of buildings? hmm, interesting...

Can you imagine the train chug past just behind your house?

Okay, I guess it'll be a nice change from all the usual holidays. Speaking of Vietnam, it reminds me of Mr Seah's Vietnam encounter with the buffalo or smth. He was walking and then he heard some bells. then he followed the sound and saw the buffalo. So he took photos of the buffalo so that he can show it to us when he return but he fell into a drain or smth and broke his specs. The way he told us about the whole process from walking to taking pics to falling down was like... you know the way he always acts out the actual scenario. hahaha! He's forever so funny!

Shall look forward to my holiday. Holidays make all the torture and stress you have to endure during the entire year seem so worthwhile.

The only thing about this year's holiday is...

THERE'S NO WINTER! :(

The most impt part of holidays is that there must be winter!!! And I can't wear my new coat I bought on the last day of my korea trip last yr. I've been waiting for a chance to wear it! haha

2007-09-06T13:05:00.000+08:00

I hate history!

3 days of history and not a single thing can get into my brain!

I give up! I'm not going to JC. FULLSTOP.

all you stupid historical figures thanks to you, I "SO ENJOY" my holidays.

You cause so much misery!

I miss Korea.

I wanna go for a holiday, away from all these shit.

Can't wait for all these nonsense to be over.

URGGHHHH.

2007-08-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was simply awesome! (:
I started out the day in rather a bleak mood, knowing that my social studies would be a gone case. But I'm glad it turned out fine although I didn't do 14marks worth of qns. Whatever, it's all over! Thank God! Aft that, nana came to my house and we watched Coach Carter on HBO. Quite an inspiring movie. Then we headed to J8 to meet Wenmin and Amanda to watch Hairspray. ZAC EFRON IS FREAKING CUTE!! We were like gg crazy in the cinema. Especially the part when he winked! oh my god~! If you don't love Zac Efron, smth is wrong with you. hahaha The four of us had lots of fun luh. Then Amanda and I went to the library. borrowed interesting books, can't wait to finish them!

Today went to gardens to bean again. Didn't go to school =X You know what, I met Bev at the bus-stop! She was gg to study with Dawn. Later Amanda Phua came. Today was fun luh (:

I feel so happy but when I think about prelims and O's... it's a sad world out there.

I want everything to be over!

Otahs during our canteen duty

Our popcorn! Nana calls is tumour.

Okay, gonna mug now. Bye! (:

2007-08-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

http://www.tmz.com/tmz_main_video?titleid=1155098765

2007-08-29T11:03:00.000+08:00

Finally found some time to blog. Prelims have started!! Didn't go to sch today cause I don't have any paper today. But I'm feeling so damn stressed! Serve me right. I've been slacking way too much. Mr Tien said: "Who ever that starts studying only after teacher's day is a gone case." <=== That's me. I'm in deep shit man. I screwed up my EL paper. The paper 2 was so difficult! And HCL was worse! Didn't finish my paper one. I took 1h20min to write the stupid letter and then I was left with 40 mins to write the essay and I didn't understand the qns! I'm so dead man. There goes my 2 merit points! I have super depressing papers to sit for tmr : PHYSICS AND SOCIAL STUDIES. I hate ss man! How do they expect us to memorise so many stuff? It's nonsense lah! urrgghh.I'm gg to do so badly for my prelims. Bev, maybe I"ll join you in Serangoon JC. God, why can't you make me clever??? Jesus, I need a miracle!

I didn't study during the weekend! Sat went for Shine Jesus Shine Rally which was quite fun. The music was great. Sunday our youth group had canteen! It was so much fun! Shortage of food and surplus otahs. haha Met Beverly and talked a little. But we forgot to take pics! It was our first canteen and we didn't take any photos :(

SCREW THE PRELIMS!

2007-08-27T14:25:00.001+08:00

2007-08-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

The world is just a screwed up place.

2007-08-18T22:52:00.001+08:00

Hayden Panettiere got Punk'd

2007-08-13T17:38:00.000+08:00

ORAL IS OVER!!!! (:
Oh yeah! Thanks alot Jesus!
Oral went pretty well. It was much easier than I had expected. My examiners were super good! They were like smiling throughout the whole exam even though I was the second last candidate. I hope the marks they give would be super good too. Sat with Yanzhen, Steph and Charlene and we were freaking out!
"Oh no! I need the toilet!"
"Oh no! Stomachache!"
"THe, THem, THere..."
It was so nerve-wrecking.
I was so worried cause by the time it was my turn, I needed the toilet badly! haha Luckily I could still control. hahaha I was praying over and over again, singing the "Our Father" over and over again and I even said the rosary! Seriously, it worked! It really calms you down. Believe me..
Anyway, I'm so worried cause I talked damn little for picture discussion. Like 10 sentences? Then the examiner asked me to move on to conversation. I hope she didn't think that I had nothing else to say for the PD. And for conversation, I lied like mad! I just made up so many stories. And suddenly, I have a brother who plays very violent electronic games. I hope the teacher didn't notice it was all a lie.

Bev dearie, thanks so much! (:
She smsed me but I didn't bring my phone to school. But nevertheless, thanks so much!
On sunday, I skipped session and went for 10.45 mass. I was seriously very stressed up and then bev appeared! Somehow, I felt much better. hahah See you dearie! (:
By the way, smth super embarassing happened on Wed. Went to coffee bean to study and met up with Amanda Phua. Daddy and Mummy brought us for dinner at Sticky Rice then she came over to watch TV and study a little. Okay, we didn't study luh. And this Amanda Phua told me about some scary encounter when her dad was in London or smth. I was like a little scared. And then that girl forced me to sent her down to the back gate. But it was so dark! And then on the way to the gate I saw a stupid frog! Totally freaked me out. After sending her to the gate, I didn't dare to walk back home so I walked with her to her house and took 58 back to the front gate. It's like just one stop away. damn dumb right! haha

Good luck to all those taking their orals! (:

2007-08-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

Awwww so sweeeeeeeeeeet!

I'm feeling so guilty. I skipped chinese remedial today. Sorry, Xiang Lao Shi. He's like the best teacher on earth lah! I'll finish my assignments. I still owe him don't know how many wkbk exercises and 3 essays. urgghhh. MR XIANG ROCKS!

It's 76 days to O's

I NEEDA STUDY!

I know how close O levels are and I'm supposed to be studying very hard now. But I just can't focus. It's so damn frustrating! My mind keeps telling me that I need to study but I just don't have the mood to do some serious studying. There's sooooooo many things to memorise and study. I don't even know where to start. And even if you study it doesn't mean you will do well. What if I get really careless for my math paper and screw the whole thing? There goes my A! It's so hard. And I miss Mrs Kang! Mr Seah is a really nice teacher but I seriously don't understand what he's teaching. Every lesson he talks about a new geography term that I have never heard of. Getting an A1 for geog seems so impossible. In fact getting an A1 for ANYTHING seem so impossible. And I'm super stressed about the upcoming oral exam. urrgghh. Why can't I just be naturally intelligent? Hard work doesn't pay off all the time.

National Day celebration tmr and NC superstar competition. NC Superstar? Ewwwwww Total waste of time. I think I'll just sit at the back and read through my notes.

2007-08-05T17:36:00.000+08:00

I'm so sad! Our canteen duty has been changed to the 26Aug! :(
Now I have nothing to look forward to!
El oral on 13 Aug!
I'll pray hard everything will turn out well.
I mean there's so many things that are not within our control.We can study super hard but what if we get super nervous on thay day and screw up everything. It's so scary!

I'm going to cut down my usage of the TV, comp and anything that is of no help for my O's.
Better start mugging!!
bye!

2007-08-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

I screwed up the whole damn prelim practs

I ruined my A1

2007-07-30T20:29:00.001+08:00

This week is gonna be damn hectic. I have 2 essays to finish for enrichment. There's prelim science practs on Wed and there's Phy&Chem Mock exams on Sat! I need to study! Dear Jesus, take away all the distractions please...

2007-07-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

bloody idiots
shut the hell up!

2007-07-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

I see death approaching

Math test tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arrgghhh

2007-07-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so guilty and stupid! Today on 156, one old lady boarded the bus. I wanted to give my seat to her but she didn't look my way. And then I didn't dare to ask her because when I was in Primary 3 i think, after my brownie meeting I took bus 85 home. Then there was this old lady carrying alot of stuff. So I offered my seat to her but she scolded me! From then on I don't dare to offer my seat. It sounds dumb but it was a rather traumatic experience for a small girl when u try to do a good deed but get a scolding in the end. Old ppl are like super funny ppl luh! yeah, so today, I didn't offer my seat to that old lady in the end! I feel so bad! I should have like plucked up just a little courage to ask her right! And she was carrying a few bags of stuff. I feel so guilty! sorry, 0ld lady. And you know some idiots, they looked at the old lady then just turned away. It's like what the hell is wrong with them luh! Urgghhh. Maybe they have the same phobia I have. But anyway, try to give up seats to old ppl!

The bus driver of 156 today was super friendly! When we boarded the bus he said "Hello!" and when we alighted he said "bye and thank you!". But I feel so bad for not saying bye too. You know like how dao I am always. hahaha I've been doing alot of wrong things today luh. But if everyone don't give a damn about the effort he is putting in then he'll stop doing this very soon. Then the whole world will be so cold and black and sad again. How sad!

COMPLAIN ABOUT BAD ATTITUDE OF TAXI DRIVER
I took cab home from school on Thurs and I met this attitude problem and rude cabby. He's like super rude lah! Hope his cab kena lots and lots of bird shit! waste my $8.50 on such a idiotic imbecile! lol

Mock tests today was alright. I don't think I'll fail but I don't think I score very well too. But whatever it is, it's all over! (: Time to rest and start doing my hw. bye~

2007-07-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SIS! (:

Were you surprised!?! U know I had such a hard time trying to keep this from u! I hope u didn't guessed anything. Sorry I haven't got u anything. I'll buy for u the skinny jeans when we go shopping tgt alright? Anyway, I hope u had fun today! sorry didn't spend time with u but u had YV anyway. stay the cute and lovable sis forever! Love ya!

2007-07-14T12:38:00.001+08:00

You want more money, people are in poverty. You want a boyfriend, someone doesn't even have parents. You're hungry, a child is starving. You want to go to the mall, someone is looking for anything that they can wear just to stay warm. You're chilly, others are frozen. You just want to die, most people want to live. So don't your waste time on things that you think you want because there is always someone out there who needs it much more than you could ever possibly know.

Count my blessings!

I have a super sucky school, but I have my best friends :)

I don't have many close friends, but I have a super sister :)

My parents might be busy, but at least we have holidays to spend time with each other :)

I don't have everything I want, but I have everything I need :)

I have idiotic O's and tonnes of stuff to study, but just another 3 months and it'll all be over :)

The stupid weather is super hot, but at least we have the air-con:)

The world sucks, but we have God! :)

2007-07-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

Hey sis, cheer up!
I love you! (:

Btw, you idiot, I smsed u at 10 plus and until now nv reply me!!!
hahahaha
BYE!~

2007-07-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

There's school tomorrow :(

My dad's canadian friends were over at our place. The kids are super cute.

I WANNA MIGRATE!

I'm on the phone with Amanda Phua. She's damn crazy. She and Bev did a super lame thing! hahahaha

I've got no mood to study! Pray that there will be no chem lesson tmr!
Looking forward to the next wkend. wkdays totally suck. urghhh

2007-07-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

Freaking tired!
This week has been so crazy!
So many remedials and homework etc.
With mock exams, prelims and finally O's, I think I wouldn't have anytime for fun!

Anyway, save the earth! rmb to wear green tmr. My "fav" colour. hahaha
REDUCE REUSE AND RECYCLE.
I think Singapore should like make ppl pay for plastic bags luh. I mean like if u go popular and buy a pen, why do u need a plastic bag for?
Better save mother earth before the weather gets even worse! Then we'll all die of heat stroke.
The stupid school should air-condition the classroom!!!!!!!

So I won’t give up
No, I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark
I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me

2007-07-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

So god answered my prayer. didn't go to school today!
Can't wait for O's to be over.

2007-07-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

I am feeling so so so so super down. The past few days have been great. Went Lynn's house for dinner ytd. We played catching and badminton. It was fun! haha. Good times ALWAYS come to an end. So it's time to finish all my homework and return to school :(
I'm going to die during chem lesson tmr. There's so many things to rmb! and there's stupid Eng enrichment. total waste of time. Lord Jesus, I pray I'll wake up with a fever tmr or smth. or just anything that will allow me to have a reason not to turn up for school! DEVASTATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday Lynn Long!
Good luck to all the ppl gg for oral! :)

2007-06-27T17:28:00.000+08:00

School has been super hectic. From now on, I'm gonna study super hard and focus on my goals! no more distractions, not even the tv. yeah, so this blog will also be dying soon. But anyway, study hard everyone! It's just 2 and 1/2 more months! I'm scared yet excited. Can't wait for everything to be over. God bless! :)

2007-06-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

I seriously don't feel like typing anything. So i'll just post pics

Highlights for e wk, Tues-Bev honey's birthday + BBQ with m dear galfriends =]

Sorry sissy, when i say i hate you or anything like that I really don't mean it! :)

I want to turn back time and be a lil kid again. no exams no troubles no nothing!

If only monday will never come :(

SUFFERING FROM POST-SCH REOPENING ANXIETY! :(

tmr go youth mass must pray pray pray!

2007-06-18T14:41:00.000+08:00

Love this song man! Bev and lavania used this song during P&W ytd. Bev, rmb to send me! oh, and the pics too! :]

2007-06-14T09:30:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I had a dream last night! I dreamt I was in CSI! second time. haha Super cool! I think it's because I was watching CSI before I slept.

SUNDAY, session didn't go that well. haha but it's okay. Went for tuition and I almost died. I was so damn sleepy I could hardly concentrate on the stupid math sums. Then our youth grp went for evening mass followed by dinner. Ate at RK and then we were once again wandering spirits in gardens until we finally decided to settle at icecube. yum yum. I had great fun cause my dear bev was there! Glad to be able to hang out with u bev!

MONDAY, was a total failure. Went to Gardens to study with Amanda P but coffee bean was packed. So we went to Macs instead. Noisy and smelly. I couldn't study there so went to Amanda's house instead. We studied at the lounge room, or more accurately TRIED to study. So at the end of the day, I only finished one compre excluding summary. But we had a great time crapping, like always. I had to walk through this lane beside Spring Bloom and St Gab pri to get home. It was so quiet and every sound and movement you hear from the grass can freak u out. As if there's a snake somewhere. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. lol

BEV! why does Amanda have ur name on her calculator? I'm jealous! haha

Amanda's stupid leg. haha

TUESDAY, was fun! Went to J8 to meet Aaron and Amanda P for movie. We watched pirates. It isn't that bad luh. It was a little complicated and draggy at times. BUT, who cares when there's Orlando Bloom. WOO! The whole time Amanda was like: "Jack Sparrow is cute!" haha He is lah. He's so funny. Played Arcade after that. It's all summarised as fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun. I wanna play again! Went for mass after that. The stupid 317 took so long and we were late. we stepped into church at 6.45. I was so super glad to see my sis in church. She was at retreat since Sunday night. Missed her like mad man!

The gun is super heavy!

WEDNESDAY, coffee beaned with amanda chng (why are there so so many amandas? lol). Btw, Amanda Phua has the same chinese name as Amanda Chng. ytd was quite productive. Finished chem, 3 compres excluding 2 summaries. gonna have to do them today. Time for serious work!

2007-06-08T19:40:00.000+08:00

UPDATES:

TUES
Went to coffee bean with sharon cous to study. I have photos but the bluetooth is down! Had fun talking and craping. She's so mad. And she taught me a bimbotic cheer. "Oh my god, I think I need a manicure . . .~" haha We had sticky rice for dinner. The next time we go study we're going chomp for stingray. yay yay!

WED
Nana, hui and I had no math lesson in the morn. so we went macs for breakfast. talk talk talk and then rush our summaries like mad. I wanted to buy the happy meal! I was like so excited to get the ginger breadman. But they only had the princess! And it looks looks kinda horrible.
Went to meet Bil and sis aft school. I had to take the Mrt myself. Everytime I take the Mrt alone I get super nervous. cause I know I'll prolly get lost somewhere in the mrt station. lol damn dumb right! lol Had donut and pretzel!!! lol

FRI
Today was damn tiring. Mentally draining. I really hate practicals man! I get so panicky. And I really cannot boil the stupid solutions lah! so so dead. The past few days of sch have been quite fun actually. not as boring as I expected. Most enjoyable lesson for the week: Social Studies!

EVERYBODY, THIS IS THE REAL START OF OUR HOLS(though there's still one more eng lesson)! ENJOY UR HOLS BUT DON'T FORGET TO STUDY!

Btw, is there still class bbq?

2007-06-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

WED

Had CIP at Chinatown. Okay, so I realised Singaporeans weren't that bad. We're quite kind actually! But of course there are some really err hem ppl. I mean, if u don't wanna donate then just simply say a "no thank you" or smth. Went Square 2 aft that with nana. The place isn't very Korean actually! But there's a Korean supermarket! BUHAHAHA. Anyway, tried the pepper paste rice cake. Didn't get to try it in Korea. super happy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYE :]
LOVE YA!

I love the buildings there.

I know it looks disgusting. But trust me, it's nice! My sis totally can't stand the sight of it. lol!

THURS

I studied a little and then Bil came over. watched him play Spring Break. It's so my kind of game. haha then smth v exciting happened! Mummy: "Where do you want to go for dinner?" Julia the great: "Korean Food!" Mummy: "Okay!" I was exhilarated! hahah. So we went to square 2 for dinner at the Korean Family Restaurant tgt with Bil. I was super duper happy! The last time we went out tgt as a family was like . . . okay, I can't rmb too. And this time Bil came along too! haha Anyway, the meal was like superb! You guys should so try it! But the price is. . . It's okay, get ur parents to bring u there! haha I had such a great time after such a long time. Hmm, after ever since my korea trip. lol After dinner I played Spring Break and with the help of Bil, my beach resort is currently at 3.5 stars! not bad already lah.

I LOVE THEM! :]

LOOK AT THE GINSENG CHIC!

KIMCHI SOUP!! My favourite!

Look at my ice cream! It looks like pink playdoh!

FRI

Went to school. Fun! Geog and History! my favourites! When Mr Seah was talking about the beach resort and M'sia stuffs, I was like applying all my knowledge that I got from the game the previous night. How to attract tourists to your resort?? - beach bars with the finest wine, beach bbq, water activities, clean toilets that u can even give birth to a child in it (haha!), Soft drinks stall . . . The game is damn fun! lol. Aft sch, took a cab with amanda and steph to CP because it was raining and then we took 156. But when we boarded the bus, amanda realised her HP was in school! So we alighted and went back to school. U know it was like an adventure. haha. We walked and then amanda shouted "Becareful!" And then . . . SPLASH ! deep deep puddle of water. Soaked in rain and perspiration but it was fun. haha. Then we were stuck in sch cause of the rain. Ended up talking, playing, laughing and listening to music. Was kinda nice. At night, went to J8 to watch Shrek with Bil and sis. Was supposed to watch pirates but it's okay. The movie's kinda funny and cute. Oh oh, and we played arcade too. Fun . .

TODAY

Today totally sucked. But nvm, OVER. Had gals talk with sis in the pool and steam bath just now. though we like waited for damn long and there was still no steam! And the swimming pool was so so dark. They didn't on all the lights. Oh, after tuition took MRT back. Passed by Khatib. SIS AND BIL, I WANNA GO PRAWNING!! :] the place look so nice! school tmr . . URGH. 2 hrs of physics and 2 hrs of chem? Just kill me. Mondays always suck! And science suck too!

2007-05-28T20:48:00.001+08:00

At the moment, I am totally freaking out! English oral tmr! I am so dead. urgh. I think I'm gonna fail. How How How??? It's prelims! My first few months in JC depends on it! pray pray pray, pray for me please ~

Okay, today I did a massive clean up of my room though I only cleared 2 drawers. lol. I have to admit, I'm a super duper messy girl. Came across bits and pieces of little notes here and there. I must say, when we were young, we were like super innocent . . . or should I say, retarded. lol. You should read the notes and diaries we had then. We even had shared diaries just on gossips! And our spelling then was seriously horrible. oh and and, we had like this whole list of codes which refer to diff ppl and stuff. haha! I miss those days actually! I had bubble bath today and sis helped me do the spa thingy. ah ha ha ha! But the weather is not cold, so it wasn't that shiok. And there was no view to enjoy. lol

oh my gosh, ORAL! picture discussion = death. conversation = death. I'm gonna die 2 times tmr. Hopefully reading would be okay. LORD JESUS, PLEASE HELP ME.

BEV HONEY, DON'T WORRY. IT'LL BE ALL FINE :]

2007-05-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

tour2korea advert(kinda blur but Rain is at the end! lol) : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFkJRhV5AeQ

2006 World cup song(super cute! Singapore doesn't have our own cheer. but who to cheer for anyway? lol ) : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DXg2GXVYRfY

2007-05-27T19:38:00.000+08:00

Ytd- last day of british council! was kinda sad. I mean, that's where I've been spending my saturday afternoons for the last one and a half yr! But on the other hand, this means I'm gonna be free on saturdays! :) WOO HOO! watched Cheaper by the dozen. Super duper funny! I wish I had such a handsome older brother too. HAHA! and then bil came over and we watched Letters of Iwo Jima. erm, it was okay. Kinda slow moving at first. But it allowed us to look at the war from the Japanese perspective. so the Americans became the "bad guys" in the show.

Today's session was okay. I think if we had gone down to gardens it would have been fun. Anyway, Bev Amanda and I ended up taking loads of pics. Waiting for bev to send them to me. Tuition totally sucked. I was like trying my best to keep myself awake. Math is like the best sleeping pill, oh and physics too.

Saw this on some xanga site

Aren't you happy to be a gal?

GOOD LUCK TO PPL TAKING THE O'S TOMORROW. ESP MY DEAR BEV. AND AMANDA, U TOO LUH " LITTLE GIRL " ! haha. loves! :]

2007-05-26T10:18:00.000+08:00

I felt like a queen ytd! hahah I had my hair done, and my nails too! Can I don't remove them for oral? It's great to be girl! I pity guys man. They have a boring life. lol but maybe that's why they save alot of money. Anyway, I was super bored there. I was like reading wedding magazines! But the gowns are really nice. Time to think about my dream wedding . . lol Aft my hair was done, went to Aston for dinner with sis and bil. Went to check out tuition too. Then we came home to watch Happily Never After. Kinda funny. I got to catch up with all my childhood fairytales. And I learned a new laughter: "BU ha ha ha ha!" freaking funny. However, I was depressed last night, AGAIN. You know, everytime the clock strikes 9 I'll be like super down. I don't know why. And and, I think I have some kind of illness. My nose bled again this morning! and it's like, the blood really gushing out from the nose. I think I've bled too much since young that my parents don't really care about it anymore. My mum practically walked passed me without saying anything. What if I only have a few more months to live? I'll prolly go to korea and wait for death. So that I can die in the snow mountains. Beautiful!! oh no, Korea is having summer now. shit man.

SAD life

scary night [:]

2007-05-25T14:37:00.001+08:00

Before I go and do my hair, I need to type this. I need to vent it all out. SHITTY DAY. Yeah, got scolded, as expected. I feel so URGH. It's not like I purposely chose not to go right? My mum told me not to go! And how was I supposed to know that all 10 of us wouldn't turn up. Mr Rahim says we're lucky that they didn't blow up the matter. ah come on lah, nchs, stop being a stupid old-fashion cheena jerk. SOME traditions are to be kept, but it's about time you realise it's 2-0-0-7. We're not communist. I totally don't understand why the hell mum and dad likes the chinese culture stuffs. And so poor me gotta end up in a chinese school with my whole life ruined! argh. It's just an award ceremony lah for goodness sake. And, I don't owe the bloody school a damn thing can? I PAY MY SCHOOL FEES. And I thought the financial help scheme thingy was implemented by the govt? So why the hell should ppl receiving financial help owe the school anything? BLOODY SCHOOL! I AM apologetic to Mr Rahim. Sorry, I didn't do it on purpose!

Okay, vented it all out. Eating Kimchi noodles my sis cooked for me. yeah, MY SIS. her cooking has improved trememdously i must say. feeling much better. mummy says she's going to bring me for korean food during the hols. yay! Gonna do my hair now !! bye!

oh ya, results sucked. Time to buck up.